"𝐁𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢'𝐦 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫"
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"I want to kiss you so bad" he whispered huskily running his thumb over my bottom lip.
"What's stopping you?" I asked slowly leaning into his touch.
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∆"𝐼𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟" . . . A/N Heyyyy guys so yes i am very well aware of my disappearance this past few days but hey im backkkk inserts *jazz hands*, anyways enjoy, like comment okay onto the chapter . . .
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I anxiously waited at the front door , thinking of ways i could escape the questions that may lead to a breakdown.
I was about to run back to leo’s house when the door swung open presenting four enraged upset yet worried faces.
“Hi” i whispered, i tried to truly smile but it seems as if i have lost it. Everyone stepped forward raising their hands and i flinched, whimpering and closed my eyes remembering the whippings and marks i suffered. I opened my eyes to see confusion and hurt swirling in both men’s eyes. It doomed on me that they were trying to hug me so as a form of reassurance i hugged my dad and soon everyone joined in.
“Mi amore do you have any idea how worried we were” my dad whispered calmly “i know and i am so sorry i ran away, i really wish i hadn’t im sorry that you all had to go through so much trouble.
“Issabella rosa usoro if you ever do that again to any of us i will personally ban you from your nuggets" everyone chuckled at my expression filled with horror.
“I promise i won’t” i could feel the tears well up in my eyes hearing their laughs, I closed my eyes hugging my parents tighter inhaling their scents. I pulled away and hugged daniel and mia “i am so sorry” i whispered “Eh it’s quite alright i mean we did get to see mia punching mr. gorilla and dad pinning him to the wall, it was very entertaining i tell you”daniel chuckled and i laughed, i looked at mia who was fiddling with her top edge embarrassed and dad who was looking everywhere but me.
“Hey issa wanna go for nuggets?” mia asked, i looked at her and shook my head, feeling a bile rise up my throat hearing shawn’s name, maybe if it weren’t for him i wouldn’t have been- been raped, i would be at work, making deals with others on my first day.
“I’m a little tired, im gonna go change and sleep” i replied and everyone looked at me in shock but nodded. “Bye guys i’ll talk later” i mumbled walking to my room “bye” i heard them shout. Entering my room i closed the door sliding down on the floor as tears streamed down my face uncontrollably.
I couldn’t understand what i did to deserve everything i went through, was i that much of a burden to the world, that i had to go through the torture. Was life truly this unfair for everyone or just me. The fire in my heart increased every second as i begged god for it to stop, unable to handle it anymore i went to my bathroom and opened the drawers and picked up the blade.
Sliding down the floor cancelling out every sound around me i closed my eyes taking a deep breath i positioned the blade at my wrist.
Just as i was about to drag it across the door burst open and the knife was thrown across the other side from my hand.
. . . A/N Hey guys soo um yeah , that was extreme And though its a fictional character my heart ached for her :( anyways hope you enjoyed please like and comment.
