Temptation

Chapter 38 - Part 2

"Oh, shut up." I hit him on his chest while he laughed.

"I'm going to take a shower. Do you want me to help?" I played with his necklace.

"Go take your shower. I'll do fine."

"Okay." One last kiss as he smacked my ass. I flipped him, and he chortled.

I noticed the leftover food I left yesterday on the coffee table was gone. My clothes were folded on the desk. I didn't particularly appreciate wearing the same clothes before, so I borrowed a gray shirt from him. I dropped the towel in front of the mirror, and I am so bruised. And I wasn't talking about the hickeys. His finger was printed on me. I could see his hand placement on my neck, thigh where he was holding my leg up—a pair of the handprint in my hips. My ass was red from the smacking. I looked and felt like a train recked me. My skin felt super sensitive. I turned on the shower and stood under hot water. He had so many products. I can't even remember which one he used last night to watch ourselves.

I had no idea where this was heading. I knew him, and I would need to have this conversation. What I have been avoiding for a long time happened. One whistle, I slept with Julian. I was done. I made a mistake to trust Shawn, and the worse occurred, but last night didn't feel like a mistake. I can't describe what it was really, but I felt wanted. I felt absolute pleasure, genuine excitement, real fire. An experience I enjoyed willingly, and I would classify it as my first. And no matter what happens, I won't regret it.

I dressed up and dried my hair with a towel. His t-shirt looked like a medium dress on me. Of course he was a giant.

A pleasant smell invaded the hallway. He was putting down our plates on the dining table.

"It smells delicious. What is it?" I stood behind him.

"Papas con Chorizo. Mexican breakfast made with Potatoes, homemade chorizo, onion, and cilantro." He explained.

Oh yeah, I was so hungry.

He turned around and arched an eyebrow with a smirked on his face.

"Oh, I thought it would be best if I leave my clothes for when we are going back to campus if that doesn't bother you."

"Wear whatever you want. I like my clothes on you." He pulled out my chair.

"Thank you." I sat down and waited for him before starting to eat.

"That tastes so flavorful and awesome." I wiped my mouth.

"Thanks, but that's not the real matter. You know we are going to talk, right?"

He just cut my appetite. I could have waited until we were done eating. My heart dropped, i crossed my legs and cleared my throat.

"Okay...what are we going to talk about?" I played with the fork, making little circles around a piece of potato.

"First off, I have something in mind since last night, but I didn't want to fuck up the mood, so I didn't ask" He cleared his throat. "Xemina, why do you have IUD at this age?"

I shrugged. "After what happened with Shawn, they felt it was my fault, so they placed one in me."

"But you weren't pregnant." He implied.

"I know, and I will never be until I am thirty."
I took another bite.

"Thirty?" He fumed. "Doesn't that make you upset these people are making choices on your body for you?"

"I have to hold my nose to drink the dirty water if I want to accomplish my goal." I shrugged again.

"But babe, they are punishing you for something you are a victim of. They are controlling you, and that's not okay."