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[18] Do you love me?

was feeling gloomyer but knowing I helped my friend fairy feel better made me feel a lot better. but have what I wrote then ,, hehe.

lower case intended.

"do you love me?"

It's a question you've asked me more than once.

and I've answered it all the same:

"I do love you."

but do you love me?

everyday ,, I feel like I shower you with attention.

I admit that I'm sometimes weird with my affections

I like to poke you

or tell you weird things

like I'd like to take your hand and hold it against my face

But that's just my way of showing affection.

I don't know how else to.

do you get weirded out? do you not like it?

I'm sorry then. .

I want to show you that I love you because when I turn off my phone I don't have any friends.

when I turn off my phone and turn my head to the left I see you there.

but no matter how hard I try ,, after endless amounts of hugs and kisses I feel like you and I will never be on the level I want us to be.

it's a miracle we're even friends though

we're both millions of worlds apart only tethered by relation.

but whenever I say I love you you say

"okay."

"mhm."

or you look at me.

so lately I don't feel like giving you my love because I'm feeling sad.

but we'll just brush it off and continue the cycle of

"I love you."

"okay."