to my beloved,
i realised i sounded quite pitiful in my last letter to you, i am sorry for that. but its hard not to long for you when you're the only thing i seem to remember, when you're the only person who feels like home in this tempestuous sea of maelstroms and bleakness.
i always wanted glimmering azure eyes, but your hazel eyes had so much depth to them that even the oceans roared in envy. i remember being swallowed by your kaleidoscopic presence, all i could see were whorls of colour; foreign to my monotone gray scale world. i wonder do you ever search for my dull gray eyes in the sea of crowds? do you scan the classroom for me these days? do you look at the door, silently hoping i walk in?
i hope you do. i don't know why did i leave school, but i am sure it has to do with these hospital visits. i must have been in some accident, that caused my fragile porcelain memory to break into pieces.
please write back. please tell me what happened to you and me. i'll wait for you to reply. even if you don't reply, i'll still write. i guess i really am a fool for you.
YOU ARE READING
to my dearest darling |✓
Noveller❝your honeyed velvet voice still echoes in the hollows of my bones❞ in which a girl suffers from amnesia due to the traumatic aftermath of a school shooting and writes letters to the only person she remembers through all the chaos. [weekly updates] ...
