" Don't touch me Mr. Kashyap ! Don't! "she said showing her forefinger.
" A-aaboli l-listen to me, once. "he said in shivering voice.
" I have been hearing enough from past 4 months and today, every limit is crossed. You are free now, now don't ev...
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[AABOLI 🥀]
It's been 1 and half years since our divorce. And this 1 and half year was a hell year. I still wish that dev will come and will say sorry for whatever he had done and I will confess my love to him. But it's all my imagination. He didn't even come to my house to ask if I was alright or not. I guess it was only me who loved him. Sorry, I still love him. I can't stop loving him. I eagerly wanted to meet him, but he didn't want me.
After my divorce, everything around me was chaotic. Media got a new story to show but it stopped in 2 days. Mrunal bhai, Vikram bhai, Varun bhai, Akshay bhai and I guess Dev handles them.
I joined back as Vikram bhai's PA. Atul uncle declared him as CEO and Mrunal bhai as COO. I'm their PA. I still want dev. I crave for him, but what he has done is not forgivable but for my love towards him, I'm ready but he didn't come to me. Now-a-days I am losing hope that he will come. I talk with Dhruv as he contacts me and tells me about everyone except dev. I got to know that Dhruv is not talking with Dev as he did with me. I tried to tell Dhruv but he is stubborn like his brother. We both meet on weekends. Kriti too joins us. Varun bhai and she are in a relationship now. They are the lovely couple anyone can see. I'm happy for them.
It's the month of October. Winter is in full swing. This year, the winter is damn cold. I'm on my way home. Not my parent's, mine. Yes, I recently purchased it with my savings. Being PA. for two people helps a lot. Dad was denying it but eventually agreed as it's near to my parents house, just 20 mins away. And 1 hour from Dev's mansion. Well it was not necessary to mention, but I can't stop myself.
It's a cozy 2 bhk flat with minimum furniture. All my savings went into purchasing, and I don't want money from my parents, so that's why my home has minimum furniture. I reached home. Made a quick dinner, had it while watching TV and then went to bed. Sleep is far away from me. I haven't slept peacefully from the day dev accused me. Everything is still fresh. His every and every word plays in full sound which makes it impossible for me to sleep. Everyday I pray only one thing from the past half year that doesn't let dev cross my path. I don't know what I will do.
I took one sleeping pill and went to my not so lovely sleep. I don't want to take those pills but tomorrow I have to go work, so I take them. Only Kriti knows I take the pills. She even warned me but I just ignored her. With my parents, everyone is supportive. Atul uncle visits here whenever I'm free with Vikram and Mrunal bhai. Vikram bhai is married to Manisha. His lover. He hid this from us. But it was me who caught them and asked everything. Atul uncle too gave a green signal. Now they have been happily married for 5 months. 😊
Next morning, I woke up with a jerk, due to my nightmares which consisted of dev accusing me. Those small pills too didn't help me. I saw the time it was 5 am. I shook my head and got ready. Still there are 3 hours for work. I made a poha for breakfast and a strong coffee. This house has a beautiful view from the balcony. It's my favorite place. Maa and dad gave me a swing on my 26th birthday last month. I hang it here on the balcony. Here I get mental peace. Only for 2 mins, but it's the needed one.
