𝐀𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮

𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧

» [Rihanna - Stay] «
❝ Makes me feel like I can't live without you ❞

" You're doing it wrong. " I giggled, dusting my hands on the apron. Roman groaned throwing his hands in the air.

" This is hard. " A cute little pout formed on his face. I shook my head, snatching the bowl from him. We were trying to make a cake but Roman kept putting too much flour making it into a dough instead. He didn't have a mixer so we had to compromise.

I emptied the sticky dough in the garbage, starting all over again. Roman leaned against the stove, watching me intently.

" If it's too thick, you add a little water. " I explained pouring some water. He licked his lips visibly swallowing.

I rolled my eyes.

We hadn't talked about what happened yesterday. Well - Roman did mention it but I walked away before he could continue. I did not need to be reminded of my embarrassing moves.

For the past few days, I've found myself noticing little things about him. The way the corner of his eyes crinkle when he genuinely smiles or the happy glint in his eyes when he does something he loves, like painting.

I didn't think he was the type to paint, but then again he is full of surprises.

I emptied the cake batter into a pan and placed it in the oven. " Now we have to wait. " I sighed tiredly. Roman nodded slowly walking to me.

" Lyubov. " He called. I turned away from him resisting the urge to swallow. My skin heated up from our close proximity. I slid the apron over my head.

" Athena. " He called again. I wish the ground would just open up and swallow me. I didn't want to turn around and be pinned with his intense eyes. Warm hands gripped my hips, pulling me against his chest.

" Why are you ignoring me? " He stuffed his face in my neck placing small kisses. I barely held in a moan. His hand reached down and started drawing small circles on my belly.

" I'm not ignoring you. " It came out as a squeak. I mentally cursed myself for feeling such way. Roman hummed spinning me around. He backed me up against the fridge. " Don't lie, love it doesn't suit you. " He traced his finger on my shoulder moving down my chest. Goosebumps covered my skin, my breathing accelerating.

His hands settled under my bum lifting me up, my legs automatically wrapped themselves around his waist.

Fuck.

I felt his hard member practically digging into my core. I bit my lip holding in a moan. " Feel that? That's how you make me feel. " He breathed out pressing against me. A small moan escaped my mouth.

" Roman. " He groaned sucking harshly on my neck. " Say it again. " He pressed into me, slowly grinding. My mouth hung open in pleasure. " Fuck. "

His teeth nipped at my neck, " Say it. " He practically growled. I didn't want to anger him because this shit was feeling good. " Roman. " I moaned throwing my head back. He sped up his movements, pushing harder into me staying clear of the little bump.

" Oh fuck. " I moaned grabbing his shoulders for balance. Our lips met in a heated, sloppy kiss. I didn't care that drool was running down my mouth, all I wanted was him. Roman held my hips, steadying my movements.

It all happened fast. First I was pushing my tongue down his throat, next I was reaching my high in a silent scream. Roman's body shivered against mine as he came down from his high.

I couldn't help but think how it would feel to have him inside me.. Again.

A slight blush covered my cheeks. Roman chuckled, moving hair out of my face.

" Beautiful. "

-

" Are you alright? " Josie asked. I groaned dropping on my bed. " No I'm not alright Josie, we just dry fucked. " I heard her snicker.

" Do you regret it? " I stuffed my head in a pillow, my cheeks heating up. " No... " I mumbled. " Then do it again. " I wanted to glare at her but she wouldn't see me. " What do I do? "

Let me catch you up. After Roman and I.. Blessed the kitchen. I got shy and ran off the minute he put me down. Now I'm locked in my room with Roman downstairs.

" You get your little ass up and go apologize to him. "

" But- "

" No buts. This is what? The second time you're doing this, he will start thinking you regret it. " Her voice softens at the end. I sigh as guilt rush over me. " Ok.. I'll do it. " I say ending the call before she could say anything.

I gather up enough courage, walking out of my room with a determined look. Roman was seated on the couch, his head in his hands. I bit my lip, swallowing the guilt.

I made him like that.

" Roman. " I called softly sitting next to him. He looked at me with tired eyes, I saw the hesitancy.

" Why do you keep leaving me? Do you not like it? " He sounded defeated. I wanted to hit myself continuously for making him feel like that.

Fuck.

It's all my fault.

" No! no please don't think that. I-I like it, it's just... I'm scared. " I whispered. It was true. Getting rejected by other guys didn't really affect me, but by Roman- it would hurt like hell.

I like him. I have feelings for Roman. The father of my child. He's so sweet and kind and fun and he makes me feel safe. I was scared, so fucking scared. Then my insecurities would hit.

But I didn't bother with it. I felt complete with Roman. He filled a place in me that I didn't know needed to be filled and showed me a side only a few people knew of.

He grabbed my face in his hands, " Scared of what? " His worried face came into view. I swallowed, afraid of letting down the only guard I had up.

" Talk to me love. " I blushed at the nickname. I still hadn't search what it means, but it's better staying mysterious. I took a deep breath, hesitating. Roman noticed a small smile forming on his face.

His rough hands caressed my face. " It's okay, you don't have to rush. I can wait. " He whispered pressing our foreheads together. " I'm sorry about earlier. " I said pulling back. Roman chuckled waving it off.

" I understand. " I bit my lip, he's so sweet. Without wasting any time, I threw myself in his arms.

Our lips met in a soft, meaningful kiss. I poured all my emotions into it.

This was what pure happiness felt like. Roman was mine and I wasn't planning on letting him go anytime soon.

Actually... I don't even plan on letting him go.

🐝

get ready for the next chapter babes, im crying ❤️
tho it might be a little late