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Chapter 33

I got myself together and took Ethan out of his bouncer to try and calm him, me rocking him wasn't working and I know he's not hungry, he can probably just sense that something is wrong.

I picked up his dummy and gave it to him which made him stop immediately, I decided I wasn't just going to sit around and let harry feel this way because is far from the truth and communication is the key to any relationship.

Ethan began falling asleep in my arms so I headed for the stairs and walked up them, I found harry lying on our bed with one arm over his eyes and the other on his belly.

I lay Ethan down beside him and his eyes opened wide, considering he seemed happy, I took away him dummy.

"Harry" I said gently.

"What, have you come up stairs to pack your bags" he spat.

"No, now look at me, don't swing your arm either because you'll hit your son" I warned.

He slowly took his arm away from his eyes and looked to his left to see Ethan's big bright eyes starring at him.

"Hey buddy" harry smiled, he grabbed Ethan's small fist and kissed it.

"Look he was crying because he knew something was wrong, he's okay now because you're not mad anymore" I explained.

"I wasn't mad, I was upset and still am" he said not taking his eyes off ethan.

"Harry look at me" I said and waited till he did so, once he finally looked at me I carried on.

"I'm not leaving you, I wouldn't dream of it" I walked and sat down beside him. "I've never even thought about it, do you honestly think I would of agreed to marry you if I didn't want to be with you, if I wanted things to work out between me and jake I would of fought harder for it, but I didnt, if something like that was to happen between me and you I would not give you until it killed me harry, I love you so much and I'm never leaving unless you really want me to, I wanna be with you until I take my last breath"

I took his hands and hoped he believes me.

"You mean that?" He asked.

"With all my heart, there is nothing in this world I want more than you and our son, you's both mean the world to me and of I lost either of you, that's it I would be done, over, I couldn't live, I never want you to have a bad thought about us ever again, do you understand?" I raised my eyebrows and he nodded.

"I'm sorry, I just panicked because it sounded like jake was find of him and I thought that you would think he wanted to be a dad now and go back to him" he sighed.

"That would never happen, he blew his chance a long time ago, and I'm so so so happy that he did, otherwise I wouldn't be engaged to you right now, and I wouldn't be as happy as I am right now" I smiled.

"I'm sorry, I love you so much, I just don't want to loose you" he pulled me into a hug.

"And you wont" I kissed his chest.

I leant up and pecked his lips.

Ethan started making little noises beside us which drew both our attention to him.

"Hello handsome" I said in a baby voice. "what you doing there" I grabbed his hand.

He gave me a little smile and it warmed my heart.

"Harry get your phone and get a picture of him smiling"

Harry reached over to the bedside table and grabbed his phone and aimed it at Ethan ready to take the picture.