The shadow assassin (steven universe reader-insert)

Chapter 39.

Y/F slowly walk backwards to his statue.

You: Where are you going?!

Y/f: To return back into the afterlife.

You: Wait!! Can I summon you again?

y/f: Yes... Along with our dead family members.

You: What do I to steven?

y/f: Take care of him like I take care of you back then.

You: But, that's what I am doing. Am I doing it right?

y/f: I don't know, ask yourself y/n.

Y/F's soul entered his statue. After that, a bright light appear causing you too close your eyes.

Inside the barn*

You: (instantly wake up*) Y/F!!

You screamed as soon as you wake up. You groaned and rub your head because of stress. You see lapis tingling and you became instantly worried for her. You shaked her a little trying to wake her up

You: (shaking her a little*) Lapis. Lapis, wake up.

Lapis woke up from her dream because of you shaking her too much.

Lapis: Y-y/n.

Lapis sit down.

Lapis: (sighs*) Y/N, I should go. I need to go back to homeworld.

You: Lapis please you need some rest. You can stay here if you want.

Lapis: That's a sweet offer y/n. But no.

You: But lapis if you returned to homeworld, who knows what will they do to you?

Lapis: Y/N, it's just I don't belong with the crystal gems.

You: What about me? I joined the crystal gems. What do you feel about me?

Lapis is shocked declaring yourself to her, a crystal gem. A group that she despised, right now she has mixed feelings about you.

Lapis:...I don't know y/n...

You: (sighs*) Lapis, can we talk about each other for a moment, please?

Lapis:...Sure, what do you want to talk about?

You: (blushes*) What am I to you?

Lapis: (blushes*) I think of you as a close friend y/n.

You: Even if I'm a crystal gem?

Lapis:...Maybe, i don't know. But, What about you me? What do you think if me?

You: The same lapis. I don't want to suffer anyone in front of me, especially to my friends and that includes you.

Lapis: Thank you y/n, but do you think as a monster?

You: why would you think like that?

Lapis: When I was fused with jasper, I abused her to make sure of your and steven's safety. I controlled our fusion but as soon as I'm getting tired I was starting to loose control her.

You: Lapis, I'll admit what you did was wrong. But that doesn't mean you did some good things as well.

Lapis: What do you mean?!

You: Yes you abuse jasper but you also did that to protect us, to protect me. What you did is wrong and at the same time very noble.

Lapis: No, I'm not because. I enjoyed it.

Your eyes widen and lapis gets off from the hay.

Lapis: And I'm really sorry if I said "I'm malachite now" back then, it was just to make you go away and to protect yourself from me but, (sighs*) I guess it didn't work