I still couldn't process that my only friends whom I considered as my family in this foreign country, were the talk of the town.
known as murderers and are chased by the government to seek justice
how could I seek comfort from people who had their hands dirty with blood
despite all these, I still love them, I still love him
and I miss him.
I didn't want to go to university today, I don't want to see any of them, but I knew that I'll have to look strong and show them that I don't really care about them. not anymore.
I got ready as any other usual day, grabbed my stuff and made my way to university
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as soon as I reached my class, sat at my usual seat beside Sanha
-"goodmorning Nara!" Sanha said trying to maintain his usual composture
I totally ignored him as well as Bomin.
the 3 of us shared the same morning classes everyday
I managed to avoid everyone during lunchtime and sat on the roof instead
just scrolling through my phone.
the day passed by quickly, with me successfully ignoring the whole group. I don't want to have anything to do with them anymore
I quickly jogged back to my apartment with an uneasy feeling
I wasn't sure if it was because of the creepy vibes the alley gives me or the feeling that I'm being watched either ways, I'm not safe
I made it to my apartment turbo fast, did my assignments and had some instant ramen
I wanted to go to work more than anything because I just wanted to take my mind off of things
[Time Skip]
I wrapped the apron around my waist and gave uncle Jaehyun a warm hug
I wanted to tell him everything that happened but at the same time I still didn't want to expose their identities. that may put them in danger and I don't want any of them to be harmed
but at last Uncle Jaehyun is the only person I have in this country
and telling my parents is absolutely out of option
I mean even if I did what am I gonna tell them "hello mom, dad, my friends turned out to be huge mafia killers and they're chased by the police lol?"
fuck no. uncle Jaehyun it is.
I don't even understand why he told me to call him 'Uncle'... he's legit in his early 20s...
I was wondering if I'd tell him or not when he started a conversation first
