till death do us part (EDITING)

Possesive (13) ✔️

Song: Sunsetz
By: Cigarettes After Sex
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It's been two weeks since Luca started to help me train. I've learned how to fight, throw knifes, and shoot guns.
I was surprisingly good at it.
I haven't seen Luca a lot lately, besides our training. He's been busy planning the attack on Seth's Mafia, since Micheal Rossi, the leader of the Italian mafia, arrived in New York.
I've been begging and begging him to let me come and help on the mission but he refuses.

He thinks I'm not ready.
But I know that he's just scared, scared that I'll get hurt.
I know he's just looking out for me, but I need to do this. I need to have some sort of closure from Seth, and revenge could do it.

It's late at night, I'm working with my knife tricks in the gym. I haven't seen Luca since last night.
He woke early this morning and left to work with Micheal.

We both decided I should wait to start the assistant job, since I'm taking my training so seriously.

I've practically been living at his house but he hasn't touched me in the past two weeks. No sex, no punishments, nothing.
I know he's just busy but I miss it. I miss him.

I finished working with my knifes and decided to run on the treadmill.
It was about 1am and Luca's still not home.

He thinks I'm over working myself.
Yes I've been working out a lot but I'm staying hydrated.

Just then, I heard the door to the gym creep open.
"It's late." Luca said, walking in.

"I'm aware." I replied, getting off the treadmill.
My head spun a little and black dots filled my vision. I stumbled back a few feet, right into Luca's arms.

"Cass? Are you okay? What happened?" Luca's voice was filled with concern.

He lifted me back up so that I was standing straight, he kept his hands on my waist to keep me steady.
"What happened?" He asked again.
"I got dizzy and my vision went black. I'm fine, okay? Low iron." I smiled.

His face stayed straight and serious.
"You're not fucking anemic." He scoffed.
"Yeah and how the hell did you know that?"

"We said no more secrets, Cassandra." He stated, taking a seat on the bench.

"I know." I sighed, taking a seat next to him.
"Tell me please, what's going on?"

"Promise me you won't be mad?" I said softly, looking down at my shoes.

"Promise."

"I-uhm haven't been ..eating."
I stuttered.

"Cassandra. Look at me. You can't skip meals, it'll cause more harm. You're healthy, and active, but you need to be eating." He said in a pleading tone.

"I know." I whispered.
"It's just..I want to be skinny."

"Baby..You're gorgeous." He said putting me on his lap.
"Every inch of you is gorgeous. Inside and out."

"I've missed you." I sighed.
"I know, I've missed you too. I've just been busy." He replied, rubbing my back.

"I need you to let me be there for the attack. This is not just about you, Luca. Seth hurt me, he ruined my life. I need that closure, t-that feeling of revenge. From the moment you told me about the Mafia, you involved me. What did you expect to happen? hmm? I will not wait here for you, thinking you're dead every time you leave. I am stronger than you think. I'm a bad ass actually, and its a real shame that you aren't acknowledging it. Also-