Chapter Fifteen

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putting a spin on 'hey there delilah' - egg 











Cole had been asleep for the past few days. I didn't dare to go back to the hospital in fear I would find him missing me. Not that I was sure he would. I just didn't want to bear any more sad looks on the faces of my loved ones. 

When my relatives found out, I wanted to scream. I did, however nothing came out. I was air, and thought, and nothingness. I wanted to scream until my lungs burned, but pain didn't come to me anymore. Not the way it used to, anyways. 

Every part of me was so sure Cole would never wake up. A selfish part of me hoped he wouldn't so we could reunite in the after life, just like we would in some cliche, stupid romance story. 

Maybe him dying would end his pain, as well. Would it be better? No. 

Dying just passes the pain onto someone else. Or something that cared about you. I don't know. Someone hurts. Someone always ends up hurting. 

I couldn't muster the words to even talk to myself. I wanted nothing more than to mope around at the side of Cole's bed and cry tears that would never fall. 

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hey shawtyyyyssss,,,,,


so this book wasn't supposed to end for like another ten chapters but they're sucky and stuff and the rewrite is gonna be ten times better pls trust me on this bc i hate this book sm omggg and the ending was horrible as all my endings are but like yeah sorry ab that LMAO being completely honest it's hard to find motivation because i forget about the books sometimes and i forget their endings but i have a strong idea for the rewrite. i'll only be doing rewrites of burnt and stardust i think. if you guys want a rewrite of smile lmk idk it it'll be likely i'll do one but if lots of people want it i might 


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