i froze "oh right"
i heard people talking and muttering in the background, ross quickly told them to stop laughing and talking but him himself was laughing too
i arched my brows and walked over to my bed to pick my phone up and put my messy bun and glassed face into view
"i'll let you go superhero, have fun" i smiled weakly
he frowned "i miss you"
"i miss you too...only..." i thought to myself "seven more months?" it came as a question more than a statement
he nodded still frowing "i'm gonna have to-
he got cut off by some people laughing guessing it was there siblings
"go, i know" i finished it as i was starting to get used to this feeling
he didn't reply.
"are you on the road tonight?" i asked him
"yeah, to palm springs, it's confusing though because we have one main bus and i somehow get on the crews everytime" his eyes wondered off
i laughed to myself in awe of him "okay"
"i'll call you, if your awake...i don't want you to be tired tomorrow" he warned me
"i will be dont worry" i told him knowing that i would most likely be awake
"ok ok, i love you"
that'll never get old.
"i love you too, now go, have fun i miss you" i rambled
he laughed "bye baby"
he smiled at me one last time before i heard the two beeps knowing the call was now over
considering it was 7pm the house was extremely quiet, it wasn't like this often, after the passing of my mother it had been kind of? bland.
and i know that i shouldn't really be saying that but ross and rydel have sort of made me think on the positive side of things
telling me that if i was upset it would upset my mum up there in heaven, so even since then i've tried my hardest
i layed back down on the back with a sigh before grabbing my pillow from next to me shoving it into my face
it felt like i was repeating days over and over again, everything was the same
i started getting lost in my own thoughts.
me and ross had been together officially for around two months now, the date coming up soon.
july 23rd...my birthday.
today was the 3rd and me and ross didn't even mention the first anniversary of dating.
i looked down at my fumbling hands to find the ring that ross gave me, i've never taken it off.
it was silver and perfect overall, it had two hearts that connected in the middle of my middle finger.
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