Secrets and Desires

Chapter 23

Reid POV... Why did  Morgan hurt me, I cried.. Although I was dreaming, my subconscious mind was telling me this wasn't a dream, but a memory... Bc he an ass, an familiar voice said... In the dream my eyes were closed shut and I couldn't open them. Although the voice was familiar to me, I couldn't make it out.. I felt a hand creeping up my leg, towards my cock and I could feel myself rising, both in the dream and real life.. My legs fell open bc I wanted that hand to touch me... I got my wish a few seconds later bc that same hand begin caressing me.. Morgan I moaned.. Damn you are big he moaned.. Wait that's not Morgan voice my mind screamed at me.. Open your eyes I screamed at myself ,but of course my dream self was to drunk to obey... My hands are caressing Morgan soft hair.. Wait my mind screams, Morgan don't have hair.. My dream self said Morgan when you get hair.. My eyes try to open but then a mouth is sucking me in.. Something's wrong though.. Morgan mouth is rougher not soft.. My dream jumps forward and suddenly I'm fingering Morgan... But his ass is to soft.... Oh Spence the voice screams out.... Wait wait wait my mind screams as I awake.. What the fuck I thought as I own my eyes... Morgan never calls me Spence.. Nobody does, except JJ.. My mind can't be playing tricks on me.. But why would JJ lie... If I forced her or she slept with me voluntary, why would she keep that from me? My head was pounding bc although I didn't believe in dreams, this one was to detailed not to be nothing but a memory of something real... JJ is my best friend so I couldn't understand why she would sleep with me and then lie about it.. I glanced at the clock.. It was four in the morning... I glanced at the bed and saw Rossi hadn't slept in it.. He's with Strauss I thought smiling... My smile disappeared bc my mind any back to that dream... I'm talking to Garcia and JJ first thing tomorrow morning bc I had to know which one of then I cheated on Morgan with