"All of these are just temporary, being with each other is just temporary, Trevor. You already knew that in the first place." hinawakan ko ang pisngi nya, inihilig nya ang ulo roon para mas madama ang kamay ko.
"Can't you stay any longer?" he asked in a quiet voice.
"How long?"
"Maybe a week?"
"Why would I stay?" tanong ko pabalik.
"Baka kapag nanatili ka rito ng mas matagal, baka sakaling magbago pa ang isip mo.... baka sakaling ako naman ang piliin mo."
"Trevor naman, huwag mo na akong pahirapan," puno ng pagmamakaawa ang boses ko.
We were both begging on each other. He's begging for me to stay, and I'm begging for him to let me go. Our line is not travelling on the same path, we're heading on a different lanes and we can't do anything about it.
"Tangina. Hindi pa ba sapat ang lahat ng ginawa ko para lang manatili ka?" he said sharply at bahagyang lumayo sa'kin.
Nanatili akong nakatingin sa kanya, muli kong ginagap ang mga pisngi nya gamit ang mga kamay ko. I leaned closer to him at pinaglapat ko ang ulo naming dalawa. Parehas kaming nakatitig sa mata ng isa't isa, almost an inch na lang din ang lapit ng mga labi namin. Ipinulupot rin nya ang kamay sa bewang ko para alalayan ako.
"You're the most exquisite thing that ever happened to me. But.... this is not the right time," I whispered between our breath.
"Trace...." he whispered back, looking back and fourth to my eyes and lips.
"Wanna hear a song?" I smiled gently. His brows furrowed, naguguluhan.
"And if happy ever after did exist.... I would still be holding you like this," I sang in a shy voice while staring at him, ganoon pa rin kalapit ang pwesto namin.
A smirked form on his lips and swiftly grab my waist closer to him, our lips quickly touch each other. I feel that my shoulder stiffened, my whole body froze for a while but the sensation is very warm. I slowly encircled my arms on his neck as the kiss deepened, his lips is guiding mine, slowly sucking the tip of my tounge. My knees are getting weak, but her hold is tight enough to support my whole body. When our lips parted, I immediately saw his hunky smile.
"B-bakit mo ginawa 'yon!?" gulat kong tanong ng matauhan ako sa nangyari, tinulak ko pa siya at pinilit kong tumayo ng diretso kahit ramdam kong nanghihina pa rin ang mga tuhod ko.
"Hindi ko ata nabanggit sa'yo na mabilis akong maattract sa maganda ang boses, nahahalikan ko bigla," he smirked playfully.
"Ganon? So mahilig ka pala talagang humalik ng ibang babae? Peste ka," I frowned at tinalikuran siya para umupo sa bench. Teka bakit biglang nagbago ang emosyon namin? Parang kanina lang....
"Ikaw pa lang ang unang babae na kumanta sa harapan ko," sagot nya at umupo na rin sa tabi ko.
"I doubt it. Sa dami ng babaeng nakapaligid sa'yo? Psh, I really doubt it," duda ko.
"They're not you," seryoso nyang sagot.
"Gentleman huh?" I teased.
"I can't resist you, pakiramdam ko'y manghihina ako kung hindi pa kita mahahalikan," hiyang hiya nyang sagot.
"You're that inlove huh?" I giggled.
Para kaming tanga dito, pugto ang mga mata pero nagtatawanan. Bakit ganoon na lang nya kabilis mapagaan ang sitwasyon? Alam nya kung paano ako kunin, mga simpleng bagay na nakakagpagaan ng pakiramdam ko. Parang saulong saulo nya ang buong pagkatao ko.
