•5• "I hate you."

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I kept rolling and tossing around in my bed.

I slowly eased up, sitting up on my bed.

I couldn't fall asleep.

I looked at the clock it was 3:46 am.

WHAT!

I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself, I was a mess, my mascara was everywhere. Smudged.

My hair looked like a rats nest. Messy bun.

I got one of the free hotel cups that was for coffee and filled it up with water.

Then I chugged it down.

I heard footsteps.

Shawn peeked his head in, he looked looked really sleepy and his hair was a mess.

He was rubbing his eyes.

"Why are you up?" He asked coming looking at himself in the mirror.

"I can't fall asleep."

I walked out of the bed and sat at the end of Shawn's bed.

He walked out of the bathroom and sat next to me.

"Why can't you fall asleep?" He asked.

"I don't know. I just can't. I keep tossing and turning everywhere."

He picked me up and and laid me down in his bed and tucked me in.

My eye started to get heavier.

I started thinking about leaving tomorrow.

I already packed up my suitcases and left out the stuff I need.

I think I'm ready to leave.

My eyes got even heavier and I slipped into a deep sleep. Two arms wrapped around, and I felt a warm presence next to me.

***

I was getting ready for school.

I absolutely hated school. It was really stress full for me.

I grabbed two muffins that were sitting in a basket on my kitchen table and got a Ziplock bag and put them in it.

I grabbed my bag off a chair and headed to the bus stop.

***

"Pss.." Somone poked my shoulder for the second time.

I was in math class, my worst subject.

I looked over my shoulder. Only to be greeted by a very handsome boy.

He smiled.

He had a really nice smile.

"Hey, your Riley right?" He asked.

"Yeah." I smiled.

"You seem really cool, your in three of my classes. I was wondering if you are going to the dance this Friday."

He had hope in his eyes.

I wasn't going to go the the dance, unless someone asked me.

"Well, I wasn't planning on going." I sighed.

"Would you like to be my date? Like go with me? I'll pick you up at 7:00."

I got a big bubble of excitement in me when he asked me.

"I would love to." I ripped a piece of paper off from my math assignment.

I looked up to make sure the teacher didn't come back from the bathroom yet.

I wrote my number down.

He looked at it. And took it from my hand.

He had a big grin on and his cheeks were turning red.

"Thanks I'll text you later." As he finished the sentence the bell rung.

He waved to me and headed out the door.

I was so happy.

I have to tell Shawn.

***

"So, you don't even know him?!" Shawn asked over the phone.

I was walking around my room like a maniac. Running back and forth trying to find my converse.

"Not well. But he seems cool."

"You don't know that! He could be a killer! You never know!" I sensed jealousy in his voice.

I found one shoe. Now I just need the other.

I needed to find my shoes.

I had drivers ed in ten minutes.

"SHAWN! He's fine! WHY ARE YOU GETTING LIKE THIS!" I yelled over the phone.

He was being so nosey, we've been over the phone for like a hour discussing this.

"IM JUST TRYING TO PROTECT YOU! YOU NEVER KNOW!" He yelled at me over the phone.

I was taken back from the way he sounded and what he said. Did he not trust me?

Then I said three words.

That I regretted when they fell out of my mouth.

I clenched my teeth. "I hate you".

Then I hung up.

And collapsed on my bed and started crying.

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