We were meant to be (killugon)

19- Distance

Back to killua pov

"Finally!" I say finally arriving at my house from that long walk, the movie theater is sure far away from here. I go into my room feeling happy, my first date was the best thing i could've ever asker for! I jump into my bed and squeal in joy. I kept thinking of gon he was just so *fanboys* i get super red thinking of his face and what he said earlier kept repeating in my head. I can't wait to see him in school tomorrow.... I close my eyes including those thoughts of gon in my head right when i fall asleep.

Timeskip~

Morning came by and i was walking on my way to school until i saw the strangest thing. That guy that bullied gon was with his friends laughing about something but the most strangest thing that i saw was gon was with them. That jerk even had his hand over him! I felt my anger rise up and the next thing i did was uncompromising. I get infront of them speaking my mind

"Gon what are you doing with them!?" I reach out my hand to grab him but the guy with the black cap slaps my hand away, he literally has the audacity to ask what i was doing!!! Like what does it look like im trying to do! Get gon back from your dirty hands away!!! I say in my head with rage.

"Sorry killua im with them" gon looks away from me.

"Are you serious!? There the ones who bullied you and you wanna still hang out with them!!?" I say fustrated but all he does is stay quiet

"Wait wasn't there something you wanted to tell killua gon?" The guy takes a look at gon with a smirk and the other guys teased him as well with little giggles.

"What is this guy talking about gon? Is there something you wanna tell me?" I asked gon with a worry look on my face

"Killua... I..... I think it's better for us to break up..." Gon said with a very cold stare.... At that moment i felt tears running down my face with so much emotion.

"You gotta be kidding me right!? Your only saying that because there here with you right!? There forcing you to break up with me!" I yell

"No it's not them it's me i don't love you anymore!" He yells as well that i felt my feelings more hurt of ever before... "Fine be that way" i turn my back on him for the first time leaving them behind.

"You did great gon! You deserve a reward for that performance! Well know that you did that killua is safe and sound so you don't have to worry about making him feel bad anymore" the guy said cheering gon up as if he was gonna make this whole situation better. " well that's enough for today boys I'll see you guys during lunch because my grumpy as teacher will be mad if im late one more time!" He leaves along with all the guys parting there ways letting gon be alone for that time.

Gon pov

Tears stream down my face that i couldn't help but cry of how hurt i was, im sorry killua im being a coward i just wanna protect you! I still love you, im sorry i didn't want things to end this way...

Back to killua pov

I couldn't help but keep thinking about what happened earlier this morning. I was so down the whole day that I couldn't even pay attention in any of my classes. I guess I wasn't even looking forward to lunch because i would usually laugh and smile with gon but now that he wasn't gonna be there why should i even go?how was i even gonna keep moving forward? I started asking myself is there was even a point of anything anymore. I just found myself lost at the deepest most depressing stage of my life

Timeskip~

It was around 12:05 pm that my lunch started, i didn't really feel like going but i still atleast had kurpika and leorio to hang out so that's why i decided to go.
I waved at them as i saw them sitting in the table we usually sit in.

"Hey killua do you know why gon is sitting with them" leorio points to the guy and gon sitting all together in there table.

"I don't know" i reply, kurapika just gets really angry out of nowhere he stands up and slams his hands on the table as if he knows what's going on.

"I'll solve this" he leaves going directly into the direction of the bullies table

"Wait-" i let out but he keeps walking ignoring me.

"Gon why are you with these guys?" Kurapika questions but gon just stays quiet.

"What do you want blondi"

"Is not what i want with you is what i want with gon, as his caretaker and his parent i wanna speak with only gon" kurapika makes his statement really clear while me and leorio are just watching what's going on....

"Well gon do you wanna speak to this lunatic?" The guy questions looking very confident kurapika just makes a very mad gesture.

"Kurapika it's okay you don't have to worry about me there's nothing going on im doing just fine" gon finally speaks up until kurapika finally snaps...

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN EVERYTHING IS FINE!? I SEE KILLUA ALL DEPRESSED AND YOU'RE JUST GONNA SIT HERE AND PRETEND EVERYTHING IS FINE!? CLEARLY IT'S NOT! YOUR BEING SO IMMATURE RIGHT KNOW YOU'RE AVOIDING THE PROBLEM INSTEAD OF FACING IT! *coughs* sorry if i raised my voice i just needed to knock some sense into you, but gon im just trying to tell you what's right because i can't stand seeing you two apart im being really generous here instead of beating this guys up so I'll give you time to be mature about it and think it through that's it" kurapika comes back to our table.

Both me and leorio just stay all quiet once he sat down we were a little afraid what he might do next containing the words coming from our mouth, but then again kurapika was being responsible telling gon to face his problems isntead of avoiding them. Yeah i was still depressed but i had to deal with it.

Timeskip~

Time passed by making the day end really quickly, but for me it felt like as time passed by really slow. It was just endlesss of hours,seconds and minutes of feeling absolutely nothing but despair. I didn't like where this was going at all. I felt so much hatred towards the guys that bothered gon i wanted to make them feel the way i felt, so there was only one choice and that was to kill them. They were the ones who broke me they were the ones who were responsible for everything if it wasn't for them i would've still been with gon!!!! So i was left with nothing! And i was gonna make them pay for every single thing.

"If i can't have him no one will"