Even The Playing Field | BOOK #1 IN THE PSU SERIES

thirty-seven

He looked at me with raised eyebrows and smiled, "You're done talking yet?" He asks as I roll my eyes. "Talking to you? Never." I flirted as he let out a chuckle. He pulled my body off of him and stood up; pulling me vertically with him.

I stood on my own two feet as he stood parallel with me.

He wiped his hands off before gesturing at himself, his abs now shining—glistening. My eyes sparkled—he was too fine.

"Hey. Quit checking me out. Although—that wet white t-shirt is doing you justice." He let out a laugh as I groaned and crossed my arms over my chest.

He shrugged, "I wasn't complaining." I rolled my eyes. He smirked at me, I walked backwards. For every step I took backwards, he took a step forwards. I gulped.

My back hit the kitchen wall, the lights shutting off, the power gone. I whimpered.

His body met mine in the dark, we fit together. I heard him chuckle, "Scared of the dark, Black?" He teased me. I stood silent, still up against the wall.

He sighed, his hands found my shoulders before finding my face, he gripped my jaw and let the other hand pull me even closer to him. I sucked in a breath of air. He smelled so good.

"You good, Black?" He asked as I rested my head on his bare chest. I nodded my head as I listened to his heart beat and our breathing.

Thump. Thump.

Thump. Thump.

Thump. Thump.

"Matti?" I asked as he picked up his head off of the top of mine. "Yes?" He asked.

"Kiss me?" I asked as he let out a chuckle and I knew if the lights were on he would be smirking. Matti Williams was never bashful— he always had his pride and ego over everything else.

I felt his heart rate pick up, "I thought you were never going to ask." He joked before leaning down to my lips. Connecting us together, as one. That was the only time we really were the same person for a while.

When we could be the same and feel the same.

His lips were taunting mine, he pulled away as I felt them hovering overtop of mine. He was lingering in front of my face in the dark.

It was almost like it was punishment, I wanted him so bad but I was keeping him in the dark, kind of like the situation now.

"Black," He spoke as I hummed.

"What MJ?" I asked as I heard him chuckle at the nickname. He paused before answering, "We aren't going back to your apartment tonight." He said before leaning down and kissing me again, connecting us as one.

I laughed in between the kisses as they trailed from my lips to right next to them, down my cheeks, to my chin, down my neck and behind my ear.

This was the life I was supposed to live. I was supposed to have a happily ever after—but in the dark. Just like right now.

I wasn't ever attracted to attention, I hated it. I grew up with a father always in the press. I didn't need more attention. But Matti was making it so hard to resist the temptation I fought so hard to resist.

I wanted him more than anything but as much as I wanted him for him, I knew he only wanted me for the one side of me I was showing him.

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