Starlight/ The Boyz 12th Member

I lost him...

Staring at an empty place on her wall she sighed heavily letting her hands travel to her phone.

< 8:20 am >

My sunshine
Good morning hope you
slept well!

My Moon
Hhmm yeah I did! And you?

My sunshine
I did!

< 5:30 pm >

My Moon
Hey Bomin...

My sunshine
Hello! What's up?

My Moon
Can we meet up
later today?

My sunshine
Sure! What time?

My Moon
In like two hours?

My sunshine
Sure! I'll see you soon!

Turning off her phone she looked at the necklace Bomin had given her for her birthday years ago. She felt like a monster, she didn't want to let him go he was always there for her. He stayed next to her no more what.

Walking into the park she sat down and played with the small rocks on the floor kicking them with her shoes. How was she going to do this? Maybe if she acted like she stopped loving him or her busy schedules.
" Yu-Mi-ah!" Bomin called out happily running over to her, he wrapped his arms around her waist hugging her tightly. She hugged him back tighter not letting him go. She let a tear escape, breaking the hug he noticed the tears escaping her eyes.
" Hey what's wrong?" He asked
" Bomin-ah, let's break up." She said watching the concerned look in his eyes turn to heart break. He slowly letting go of her hands.
" Yu-Mi what are you talking about?" He asked
" I feel like...we shouldn't be together anymore. For a really long time." She said
" Yu-Mi I don't understand." He whispered
" One day you will. But for now, let's pretend we never knew each other. Okay?" She said
" But I love you.... don't you love me?"
" Choi Bomin, my first love. I'll always love you my sunshine." She whispered, as she gently placed her hand on his cheek caressing it gently.
" Me too..." He whispered
" Take care and don't think about me anymore. Alright?"
" That's going to be hard." He said
" Heh I know, but it's the best." She said
" I just don't understand..." He mumbled
" Good bye Bomin."  She said

Walking in the cold breeze Yu-Mi hugged herself trying to keep her body temperature. Nocking on door she could hear everything, even the slightest movement.
" Do you know what time it is?!" Yubin yelled opening the door, her eyes widen seeing Yu-Mi tears running down her face.
" Y-Yumi?" Yubin asked
" I-I lost him... Yubin-ah I-I-"
" Yu-Mi!" Yubin yelled as her friend fainted in her arms, wrapping her friends arm around her neck she closed the gate with her foot dragging her inside.

She woke up to see Yubin staring at her.
" Ack! Yubin don't do that or I'll actually die." She said gasping at the pain. Placing her hand on her chest she could  feel the pain in her chest slowly getting worse by the second. Yubin quickly got up and ran to her room leaving Yu-Mi in pain.
" Yu-Mi! Come on. Look at me. Focus on me, take this." Yubin mumbled gently shoving a pill in her mouth.
" Are you feeling better?" Yubin asked handing her a glass of water, taking it she gulped down the glass.
" Why are you crying Yu-Mi?" Yubin asked wiping the tears that fell on her lap.
" Have you ever been in love?" She asked
" I am. Who hasn't?" Yubin asked
" No like someone you know you want to spend the rest of your life with?"
" No. Not at all, half of the men and women I've dated aren't hubby or wifey material." Yubin said
" Yah Choi Yubin I'm serious! Because I just did what I never thought I would do in a million years!" She yelled
" Yu-Mi what happened between you and Bomin?" Yubin asked
" I had to break up with him." She mumbled
" Why would you do such a stupid thing?" Yubin asked
" Hyun-woo's parents made me...or else I just ended Bomin." She said
" Aissh those bastards." Yubin mumbled
" H-How am I suppose to go on?" She asked
" History's repeating itself again." Yubin mumbled
" What do you mean?" She asked
" You do know why Sanha and Lexa broke up?" Yubin asked sitting down next to her, giving her a confused look.
" I think we both know why Lexa and Sanha broke up. Stella just had to black mail him, so what he did to protect the love of his life as he put it he broke up to save her career. Imagine how bad it would be, anyways Hyun-woo's parents did the same thing huh?" Yubin asked
" Yeah...wait what does that mean?" She asked wiping her tears away
" You and Bomin were bound to break up at some point." Yubin said
" That makes no sense-"
" One day you will..." Yubin said smiling

Hearing the door open she saw Jason and Juyeon running inside the house.
" Yu-Mi!" Juyeon yelled running twords her, he wrapped his arms around her placing her head on his shoulder.
" Juyeon-ah..." She cried
" Yu-Mi it's okay. It's okay." He whispered gently petting her head trying to calm her down.
" I lost him...Juyeon I lost him..."