UNEXPECTEDLY, YOURS.

7

" what are you doing here? " i scowl

" We need to talk. " he trailed then raises an eyebrow when i groaned

" yeah but can you... " i trail in embarrassment " can you hand me some pads first? "

So much for ignoring his presence

" w-what? "

" oh seo jun " my brother says once he steps out of his room " how are you? "

" I've been go- "

" YAH! " I angrily yelled at my brother making him jump

" I'VE BEEN CALLING YOU TO COME HAND ME SOME PADS "

" ahh " he says then hums and looked at seo jun

" seo jun can do it for you. bye "

before we could even protest he had already exited my apartment.

That jerk.

I'll kill him once he get home

Seo jun stood there awkwardly waiting for me to say anything

" its on the top left drawer " i stated

" hand me some.. uhm - clothes and.. an underwear.. too " i cough

He scratches the back of his head and went in my room. This couldn't be more embarrassing.

The fact that none of them had ever been in my closet before made it more -

AISH

i wanna bury my brother.

ALIVE.

" here. " he coughs handing it to me with red cheeks.

" thanks " i mutter closing the door right after.

Later on, i stepped out and saw he had made ramen for the both of us. I sat on the dining table across him in silence.

This is so weird

The last time I look at him longer than 3 seconds was when he was begging me not to leave him, not to leave them.

" Have you visit Gowoon? " he says a minute after the silence

" not yet " i mutter " why? "

" she's been silent lately and you out of all people know I'm bad at girl talk. " he says then looked at me

" I haven't seen her around school. And i thought visiting your place would be .. awkward " i stated

" why? you're friends with her also. I could step out of the house if ever you'll drop by " he suggests

I look at him and i could see that he wants to say something else, is this really what he came for?

" you don't have to... I'll go. " i reply

It annoys me especially when i know i miss his and su ho's presence.

Why am I so mad anyway?

They should be mad at me

I Left and gave up on them.

" thank you " he softly smiles

My heart clenched at his tone, i miss his comforting voice, his eyes and everything about him.

" i ... - i came to se yeon yesterday. The fresh flowers... - it's from you.. right? "

He looks up to me and took a deep breath, his sad eyes boring into mine. There's no way it could be su ho - not when seo jun blamed him for se yeon's death.

" yeah " he mumble

" The girl.... ju kyung.. " i trailed and he looks at me

" i saw her the other night with your helmet. was it returned? " i said changing the subject

" no, i told her to. She said she had a lot in mind and forgot to get it " he says

" oh.. "

" when's your brother leaving? " he asks

" tomorrow night " i shortly said and he nodded

" have you talked to... " he trailed not wanting to mention his name

but i know he meant su ho

" no " i honestly said

there's honestly no point of letting my pride and ego be in the way of us three.

I guess it's true when they say you can never ignore the presence of those who are important to you.

I wouldn't want to spend my whole life resenting them. If Se yeon is here, he would also want me to be there with them.

I'm sorry se yeon, i got tired of fixing su ho and seo jun. I couldn't bear it.

The pain of his death and the pain of seeing my two best friend fighting tired me.

" I'm sorry " he blurts out

" me too " i mutter feeling my chest tighten

I wanted to cry, why'd does it have to be se yeon? I needed him, su ho needed him and seo jun needed him.

" seeing you leave..... tore me apart " he whisper, my gaze looks at him who's looking down