Chapter 31: Worried

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LEXA POV
I wake up as Clarke strokes my arms and blows through my ear. Uhh, what is she doing? I look up at her and see her smiling.

Me: Hey, what's up?

Clarke: Nothing, I just miss you.

Me: Aww, baby. Sorry i've been asleep all day. My head is killing me.

Clarke: No it's okay, understandable princess. I do need to take a shower tho. Be back later.

Clarke kisses my forehead and she goes to shower. I lay back down to recall the memories from last night. It was kind of blurry so I tried to run through it from the moment we left the house to Octavia's.

Woke up late

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Woke up late. Went to Octavia. Made out outside. Dinner. Party. Drinks. More drinks. Dancing. Me teasing Clarke at the dance floor. More drinks. Body shots.

Oh my god, body shots? Did I do that? I face palm.

Body shots. Clarke kissing my neck, giving me hickeys.

I sit up, grab my phone and look at my neck. Oh my gosh, hickeys!!! I compose my self and remember what happened next.

Clarke licks the salt. Takes the shot. Lime. And me kissing her. In front of everyone.

Oh gosh. We made out in front of the whole school! Okay, okay what's next.

I remember rooftop.......... uhhh, rooftop, what next? I groan and don't remember anything. What the hell happened last night?

I snap back to reality as Clarke walks out from shower and looks at me worried

Clarke: Hey, are you okay?

I just stare at her. She came closer to me and cupped my cheeks.

Clarke: Hey, princess. Everything alright? We're gonna head home soon. Let me just fix our things.

I just continue staring at Clarke while she packs up. She finishes packing and I follow her out. We said our goodbyes to the rest of the delinquents and head home.

The drive was silent. I don't know what to say to Clarke. I see hickeys on my neck and none on her. Did we have sex? Oh god, am i not a virgin anymore? And I forgot my first time. Oh nooo.

Clarke: Hey Lexa, is everything okay? You're quiet and I hear you thinking. What's wrong, princess.

Me: Nothing.

I leave the car and enter the house. I go straight to the shower to cleanse this worry from my body. I get out and see Clarke sitting at the bed looking sad. Great, I made her think she did something wrong now.

Clarke: Did I do something wrong? If I did, i'm sorry. Just please don't ignore me.

She looks down the floor and she quickly wipes a tear that escapes from her eyes. I move to her side and pull her chin up.

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