It All Started With The Royal's Baby

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Gabe...

He was the only one who made me truly feel what it feels like to be happy. He was my sunshine. My everyday dose of hope to keep moving forward. He was my number one supporter and the best friend I ever loved.

I can still remember everything. How his smile sends the whole zoo in my stomach; it was very fluttering. He was always by my side when everything seems to be hopeless. It was always him.

He made me feel special; like an expensive jewelry that worths more than a million. That's what I felt from him and me to him. We see each others worth.

I thought everything seems to be falling down into their right place. We are too perfect for each other and the thought of something going wrong was never entertained.

But that was my biggest mistake.

Perfect relationship is not the ideal relationship. It seems that everything that could go wrong in a normal relationship accumulated and gave me the worst ending.  It gave me a whacking dose of reality check.

Not everyone who's been good to you has good intentions.

Ugh...

Nagising ako at agad agad kong pinunasan yung tubig na lumabas sa mata ko. I rolled my eyes. Hanggang ngayon ba naman hindi pa rin ako tinatantanan ng putanginang lalaking yan? Pati ba naman sa panaginip ko? Fvcking asshat.

My body is 80% percent water but never do I waste 1% on someone who's undeserving. 

Umupo ako para mag unat at para mahanginan din mula sa napaka walang kwenta na panaginip ko at tumingin sa bintana. Gabi na pala?

Teka. Kailan pa ako nagkaroon ng malaking bintana kung saan kita ang naglalakihang buildings sa labas? If this is a dream then for good lord's sake, don't wake me up! Eto yung mgs panaginip na dapat pinapanaginipan ko eh hindi yung mokong na 'yon.

Feeling ko nasa isa akong pelikula kung saan ako yung spoiled brat na kontra bida. Bintana palang nakikita ko pero palaban na. Well I don't mind going home, sorry ma. Wait don't tell me si sugar daddy ang may-ari neto?

Ready na ba ako makipag tanan?

"You're awake."

"Fucking hell!"

Sinundan ko yung boses na bigla bigla nalang lumitaw. Dali dali kong kinuha yung black pumps ko na naka kalat lang sa tabi para sana may pang armor ako sakaling makakita ako ng hinayupak na kidnapper. Well, sosyal na kidnapper I might add. Pero you know what I mean it's still a kidnapper so it's better to be safe than sorry. Masyado pa akong maganda para mamatay ng maaga. That's my motto.

"Really?"

Before I could even react, my pumps were snatched from my hands in a speeding light. Someone grabbed my wrist too tight, putting it behind my back before I could even react. Sobrang bilis ng pangyayari ni hindi man lang ako nakapag mura. Di ako makapagsalita dahil naguguluhan ako sa ngayon.

"Now we don't want that killer heels of yours buried inside my eyes." 

"How did you know?"

My mouth moved according to its own but my brain is still processing. He was pressing his body on me; leaving a thin gap of air between us. The more I look into his face, the more he gets kinda familiar. His eyes are taunting, it was the most beautiful shade of brown edged with a deep forest green I've seen. It's almost like a ticket to fairytale.

"Then you should know I'd do this too."

I head butted him.

Hard.