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Darkness illuminated the vast sky and I'm starting to feel the coldness biting into my skin but I kept on walking, I kept on going. My heels slap against the cold cement as I continue to walk in the middle of the road. Yep, and no I'm not attempting suicide.

Masyado akong maganda para mamatay ng maaga. Wow that rhymed.

But I stop. I pulled out my phone to check the time and it says three in the morning. I shrug and put my phone back into my back pocket. I'm not even the tiniest scared in this situation, like walking in the middle of the road while it's dark and it's like freaking 3 in the early morning situation. And I am not stupid, crazy yes but more like I'm bored and just seeking for...fun. Crazy? That's me.

Itinapon ko nalang yung hawak kong bote ng alak dahil wala naman na pala siyang kwenta kasi wala ng laman at patuloy pa rin ako sa paglalakad. You know, I'm hardly ever drunk, my tolerance for alcohol is too high and it took time for me to achieve that awesomness. So yeah, I'm sober.

And then I started crying.

"Oh my god it hurts." Hinawakan ko yung dibdib ko. "He l-left me. He cheated! That bastard!" At mas lalo lang ako humagulgol. "After all these years of being together, he dared to cheat on me?! HE FUCKING DARED!" Napahawak pa ako sa tuhod ka dahil hindi ko na kaya. Pinunasan ko yung pekeng luha sa mata ko.

Then I started laughing.

"Stupid." I said to myself. Ginaya ko lang kasi yung nakita kong babae kanina na nag da-drama sa harapan ko. Sa tingin niya may pake ako na iniwan siya ng boyfriend niya? Mas nagmumukha lang siyang tanga at engot kanina. Bakit mo iiyakan ang isang tao na nanloko sa'yo? Pwede namang bugbugin o isupalpal sa imburnal.

But like I said, she's pathetic. Her boyfriend is pathetic. Everyone is pathetic.

"I'm so bored!" I whine. I raise my hand in annoyance. I'm craving for fun but that freak ruined my night. Hindi ako makaalis sa posisyon ko kanina dahil nakaharang siya sa daan. Pwede ko naman siyang itulak nalang pero binabayaran niya yung alak ko nang hindi niya namamalayan. Another stupidity pero nakinabang ako kaya hinayaan ko nalang.

Oh god. That was far the nicest I have been! Magiging banal na ba ako? Oh my god. This is creeping me out. Oh my god. Oh my god.

"Ugh!"

Humiga ako sa gitna ng kalsada na parang nasisiraan ng utak at tumingin sa langit. Nakatulala lang ako at nakatingin sa maitim na ulap at sa kumikislap na butuin. Wtf, kumikislap na butuin? Ew. Ang lalim.

Twinkle twinkle little star

How I wonder what you are

Up above the world so high

Like a diamond in the sky.

I'm singing inside my head and I may look like dead and paralyzed and well...crazy in the middle of the road. But that's what I am good at. May narinig akong huni ng sasakyan pero nanatili lang ako sa posisyon ko at nakatulala. Nakatingin pa rin ako sa ulap habang hinihintay ko yung kotse na papalapit. Hindi pa rin ako gumalaw mula sa posisyon ko hanggang sa nararamdaman ko na yung ilaw ng sasakyan.

Twinkle twinkle little star

How I wonder what you are

Up above the world so high

Like a diamond in the sky.

"Miss?"

My silent singing was interrupted. How rude.

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