Lost | Gguktaekook

19

(Taehyung's P.O.V)

I was sitting on the floor, silent and mostly speechless.
I just got too many informations and needed some time to take all of them in.
I couldn't believe that once I was in love with the twins, and Jimin tried to kill me out of jealousy. How could he do that? To someone he loved?!
Suddenly, a short memory flashed in my mind...

"I can't...don't you understand? I'm in love with them. I can't just let go of them and come to you."

"Then I will destroy everything you have...so I will be your only chance to survive!"

I covered my face with my hands, shivering slightly.

"N-no...he...couldn't..."

I mumbled to myself with my shaky voice. Why do I always lose everything and everyone that I love?

"Taehyung..."

I looked up with my teary eyes to see their worried eyes on me.

"I'm okay."

I told them while cleaning my face by my shirt and sniffing. I tried to get up but my body was shaking so bad that I couldn't.
Jungkook came over when he realized that.

"Here, let me help."

If it was a normal situation or another boring day, I would have threw a tantrum and refused to let him help me. But at that special moment, I was at my weak point. I actually wanted to feel his touch on me. To know that they're here and I'm safe.

So when I got up and he was about to let go of my hands, I wrapped my arms around him, not letting him go.

"Please, don't...I need you."

His chest rised by him taking a deep breath, then I closed my eyes when he hugged me back and nuzzled his nose in my hair.

From the corner of my eye I could see Jeongguk pouting like a baby. Probably because I was hugging kook and not him.
So I slowly backed away and stepped towards him. He glanced at me and without any words, I threw myself in his arms and hugged him so tight that he stumbled back.

"Tae...?"

I smiled at his surprised tone. Well, it's not every day that I hug him like this.

"Thank you."

"Uh...for what exactly?"

I looked up with my chin resting on his chest.

"For saving me. And not letting me leave."

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(A week later)

"Taehyung, hurry up. We should get going."

"I'm coming! Give me a minute."

I yelled from my room and zipped my suitcase.

After that day, we became even closer. I even managed to have a friendly conversation with yoongi hyung. In addition, I talked with hoseok hyung and after hearing out his story, I forgave him because he wanted to protect me that way.

Two days ago, they told me that we'll be going to paris for a mission so here I am, running down the stairs, excited for our trip.

"You've got everything you need?"

"Yup!"

Jungkook laughed at my excited expression and Jeongguk chuckled lowly.
Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you about the huge effect I had on Ggukie. Jin hyung says that he hasn't seen Jeongguk expressing and showing his emotions, even a little bit, in four years.

"Let's go."

A short ride to the airport and we were already getting on their private jet. I sat down and made myself comfortable.

Am I really leaving korea...with them?
So many things have changed in a very short time. My rivals became my saviors...and I somehow fell in love with the big bad mafia twins. Life can really be suprising sometimes...!

I hope everything will be fine...

But my life has always been a mess. So I couldn't expect much from that trip either...

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Hi everyone!
I know I know,you're probably making plans on killing me or torturing me.
I really have nothing to say.These online classes and school exams are seriously driving me crazy.So I didn't have time and I'm not sure if I can update regularly.I apologize!

And I'd be so happy if you all could wait and understand me.I hope you continue on reading this story^~^

Thank you so much!!!*~*♡

~AP