Guilty Mind

Chapter 19

Author Isabel.

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Lea's Point Of View

Sabay kaming nagkatitigan ni Aga, sabi ko nga e', hindi dapat magharutan. I straight my body and smiled like there's nothing happen.

"Anong proposal, aber?" okay, breathe.

"Proposal, kasunduan. We had a deal na.. kapag nalate siya, he'll pay me twice you'll pay." I said, buti naman.

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We both rest our selves, pinagawa na ni Aga 'yung kwarto ni Aya. Pareho kami ngayong nakahiga at nakatingin sa taas, nakayakap lang ako sa kaniya at nakayakap rin siya sa akin. This is so memorable, I can say.

"Babes." napatingin ako sa kaniya habang siya ay nakatingin pa rin sa itaas. "Ayos lang ba sa 'yong mawala ako?" I can't breathe, what does he meant? Hindi ko magets.

"Bakit? Magaabroad ka ba? Maglilipat bahay?" I erased my thought and insert that sentence.

"Hindi, what if one day, I'll be gone but never turn again?" suddenly, my tears started to fall. "If lang naman." he used his tumb to remove the liquid tears in my cheeks.

"Then, I will lost my home. 'Cause you are my home." I said.

Hindi ko pinangarap noon na magkakaroon ako ng buhay na ganito, just like, I'd never thought that I will have both Aya and Aga. Parang ang hirap paniwalaan na nadulas si Lea Salonga sa isang cheater na Aga Muhlach, cheater dati. That things.

"I love you." he whispered and started kissing me.

I can explained that what we did is only the stars are the witnessed.

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I opened my eyes and found my self no clothes and only the comforter covers my body, no trace of Aga founded in my side. That night was so memorable, I can't wait to marry him. I snatched the robe and tie my hair into a messy bun, I used my tint to cover my pale lips. I wore the feathery slipper and started walking. Wala 'yung mag-ama ko sa bahay, and the weird thing ay kanina pa akong nagtatanong sa mga kasambahay pero iniignore nila ako. Phew. I saw a starbucks drink in his office and got it, there's a sticky note saying:

Dear Mrs.Muhlach,
I'd told the people in my house to ignore you and so that, don't feel annoy. Just go in pool area. :)) morning.

-babes.

Automatically smiled and found my self shouting inside, electricity flow in my body. Nagsimula akong maglakad at saka natagpuan si Regine, did she enter the house without my or my husband's permission, husband hehe. Tinuro lamang niya ang garden. I found some rose's petal in the ground, a music from violin and Aga who's sitting on the table. Ano ba? Nakarobe lang ako, kahiya.

"What's all of this?" I asked. "Kakunchaba mo pa si Regine at ang mga katulong mo, so annoy! Ano ba 'to?" I asked again.

"Would you see your future with me? Can you? Even once?" then, I remember the tomorrow night. Naimagine ko nga. Sabi ko nga.

"Luckily, yes naman. I'd imagined kahapon lang, before doing the—haha! You know." I answered.

"If you," lumuhod siya sa harap ko, "Maria Lea Carmen," he opened the red box, and I can see the ring. "Will you tie your life with me forever?" he asked.

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"Aga, yes!" I finally shouted my answer. Tuwang-tuwa naman si Regine, aba tumalon pa.

"Sabi ko sa 'yo e', ililibre mo ako. Sinagot mo na si Aga girl!" naalala ko nga.

We both gave each other a warm hug and kiss, grabe. I can't explain this feeling, napapanood ko lang 'to sa mga movie dati. I can't imagine my life. I can't really, nakakatuwa.

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"Good Morning!" I opened my eyes, isang panaginip? Seryoso ba 'yon? I wanna cry. I looked at my hand not wearing the ring.

"Morning, huhu." I replied.

"Bakit? Is there something wrong?" umiling naman ako, kita ko namang nakadamit na ako. Binihisan niya yata ako.

"Wonderful Nightmare. Hays, akala ko tunay na." I sighed.

"Ano ba 'yun? Share naman." he said pero umiling lang ako.

I went in Cr habang bumaba na si Aga, then I found my self crying. Ewan ko lang, nakakaiyak. Did I expected something more than this? Hays. Dapat hindi niyo na ako ginising.

I can see Aya eating and Aga was just feeding her, ang cute nila. I shouldn't expect more than this, they are enough. They are enough for me, and they are the people I want.

"Aga, anong niluto mo?" I asked. Hindi man lang siya nakibo, ano ba 'yan? Tampururut. Amp.

"HOYYY!" I shouted, wala pa ring kibo.

"Aya, bilisan mo diyan. May gagawin pa ako." seryoso siya.

"Muhlach! Ang bipolar ha? Kanina lang binati ako tapos hindi na namamansin, phew." singhal ko.

"WOYYY, IIYAK TALAGA AKO DITO KAPAG HINDI MO AKO PINANSIN. HINDI NAMAN KASI KITA INAANO DIYAN HA, PANSININ MO NA AKOOOOO!" then I cried, baka effective.

"Sorry, okay? I'd just thought that you were expecting something for me." sabi niya.

Should I say...

That I want him to marry me?