✬ selfish - {e}

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ethan❤️: hey, you up?
1:55 am

me: yeah, feeling kinda down tbh
1:55 am

ethan❤️ is typing...

ethan❤️: same, you tryna send?
2:00 am

i stare at the screen as the message popped up minutes later, my heart shattered as i read it over and over. is this what he thinks would make me feel better?

me: um, i dont know especially its late at night- we should go to bed :)
2:01 am

ethan❤️: cmon baby, you always do this.. just once cmonnnn
2:07 am

me: ok..
Attachment: 2 images
2:07 am

ethan❤️ is typing...
ethan ❤️ took a screenshot!
2:10 am

ethan❤️: thanks baby, you're the best. gn :)
2:11 am

me:
gn

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[ 3:00 PM ]

❤️: morning
8:38 am

me: hey, how was your sleep? :)
3:01 pm

❤️: why the hell do you take so long to reply lmfaoo
3:04 pm

me: sorry? i just woke up
3:05 pm

❤️: not my fault you always go to bed late..
3:10 pm

me: k, can we call though
3:11 pm

❤️: sure

❤️ is calling...

i press the green button and put him on speaker, his deep raspy voice then booms through my phone's speakers. "what's up?" he groans. sounded like he was tired or something. i look around nervously, i sit on the edge of my bed making it sink a little.

"why do you always ask me to trade whenever one of us is in a shitty mood, huh? it just confuses me how you could be that desperate.." i tell him, the line was quiet until i heard some movements and
a girl giggling

i didn't think much of it, "sorry-aha-" he sighs, "i don't know, it's just..i dont know, okay? it just makes me feel good after and shit"

"feel good? and how about me? you never comfort me- all you do is send nudes like its gonna fix my fucking problems!" i almost yell at him, at this point i was mad. he was acting careless.

"bruh, does it not satisfy you when i compliment your body or such?"

i was just shocked at this point. who could be this messed up?  "oh so you're that in love with yourself to the point where sending a soft dick pic would oh so suddenly patch me up? no, all i wanted was comfort and support from you and i never get it, i probably would never will." i tell him as tears start to form in my eyes. i was sensitive, ive always been.

"jeez, calm down.. i dont even know how to comfort your sad ass anyways." ethan responds, as if i knew he rolled his eyes.

i was done.

"y-you know what? this is just-"

"ha- you're gonna break up with me. is that what's happening?"

i clench on my phone tighter, "calling you an ex is one of the most embarrassing things i have to ever live with. i can't believe you-"

ethan laughs and then cools down, "if you thought you were important then listen.."

i hear some movements until i hear another voice

a girl's voice.

"how does it feel being a side bitch" i watch my phone blow up with her and ethan's inappropriate text messages including them fucking eachother behind my back. i wasn't even sad at this point.

i was more angry and disappointed

i laugh to myself, "oh ethan.. we both know you guys arent going to last. too bad you're missing out on so much" i look over beside me, "right, grayson?"

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um. plot twist?
also hi, this was made maybe a year ago, i just wanted to make an update because i notice theres still a few people reading it! so sorry for not being active

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