ethan backs out of the driveway, while he turns his head around to look then finally looks at the front.
i take the auxcord and plug it into my phone, putting some music on.
ethan suddenly grips my thigh, i look at him with a surprised expression and he just smiled, warmly.
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ethan holds my hand as we both enter the mall that probably had thousands of people, so many people were coming in, and out.
he grips onto my hand more tightly as we go ahead and shop
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"i have to go to the washroom real quick" i point over to where the washrooms are, ethan looks up from his phone and nods,
"i'll wait here" he says with a smile on his face.
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as soon as i came back, ethan wasn't there anymore, the bags werent there too. did he just ditch me?
i start to wander around, and i can definitely feel myself get more anxious and terrified, so many people were staring at me and thats what i hate.
i look down and pull out my phone, i quickly text ethan. hoping that he would respond.
i try to call him but nothing. nothing.
i suddenly feel warm tears fill up my eyes as i start to look around the huge place, i can't see him anywhere.
tears start streaming down my cheeks catching a lot of people's attention, great.
i fucking hate attention, someone then grabs me by my shoulders and pulls me in for a hug.
i look up to see ethan with a worried look on his face, "fuck- i'm sorry.." he says and wipes my tears away.
"where were you..?"
"i forgot my wallet at that one place and i needed to get it before someone goes and steals it."
now i just suddenly feel dumb, but not really. i cried because i thought ethan ditched me. and i also cried because people were looking at me, as if i was a lost child looking for its mom or dad.
"its okay im here now..im sorry again." he kisses my lips, calming me down.
"lets go home?" he asks, smiling down at me.
i nod my head slowly then ethan grabs my hand and held on it tightly.
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hi doo doo imagine but whateva
