fifty-eight

1K 39 1
                                    

Julia: can you please pick up the phone

Max: i can't i'm with my family sorry :(

Max: is there something wrong??

Julia: dom and i broke up

Max: what??

Max: julia what the fuck how?? when?

Julia: just an hour ago

Max: what happened?

Max: did he break up with you?

Julia: no i broke up with him

Max: wtf why

Max: oh fuck did he cheat

Julia: no

Julia: it's so dumb i regret it so much max

Max: why did you break up with him??

Julia: because he wanted to go back to doncaster just for me and it would ruin his career

Julia: he has been depressed for the past weeks and i felt like our relationship was in the way of his career

Max: oh god

Julia: it's so stupid i'm so stupid

Max: no actually i get your point

Max: it's actually really sweet you want to help him like that

Julia: i thought it was a good plan

Julia: because i want the best for him

Julia: but what if i'll never talk to him anymore max

Max: julia you did the best you could do

Max: if you felt like this was the right thing to do then it probably is

Julia: before it all happened i felt like it was the right thing but now i just fucking hate myself for what i did

Max: i promise it'll be alright

Max: think about how things would be like in two months if you stayed together

Julia: he would be back in doncaster and we would be together

Max: yes AND he would probably be sad because he gave up his career

Max: what if you two would've broken up eventually?

Julia: but i don't fucking know that

Julia: what if i was going to marry him

Max: we don't know shit but at the moment there's nothing you can do about it jules

Julia: i'm so worried about him

Julia: he's been doing so bad lately and i only made it worse

Julia: the thought that he's crying in his bed right now or maybe worse is making me want to fucking throw up

Max: he's sad obviously but he'll be alright julia

Max: he's 22 he knows how to handle things

Julia: idk he has been really vulnerable lately

Max: he has been going through a break up earlier, right?

Julia: yeah once

Max: ok that's good because he knows how to deal with it

Max: maybe not now but he knows how to recover from it

Julia: he won't answer my texts and calls

Julia: i just wanna talk to him to explain it

Max: you shouldn't

Max: you should leave him alone for now, maybe text him in a few days JUST to check if he's okay

Julia: i feel like something is wrong with him

Julia: you have his number right?

Max: i do

Julia: could you please text him and ask him if he's doing alright

Max: idk if he wants that right now

Julia: please :(

Max: okay but if he doesn't respond we'll just leave him alone for a bit okay?

Julia: okay

-

Julia: it's been three hours did he respond?

Max: nope

Julia: fuck

Julia: i regret it so much

Max: don't jules

Max: it's going to be okay

Max: i swear

Julia: i've never been so in love with someone max

Julia: and i really just broke up with someone i'm in love with

Max: sometimes that needs to happen

Max: it only means it will all turn out better

Julia: you think so?

Max: yes

Max: but not next week, maybe in a few months

Max: you'll see okay

Julia: okay

Julia: is your family still with you?

Max: nope

Max: you can come over if you want to?

Julia: please

doncaster city lights | YUNGBLUDWhere stories live. Discover now