To My Love // Jensoo (Complete)

Chapter 38

a/n: Congratulations to BLACKPINK for being the most subscribed YouTube channel! So proud of the girls and all BLINKS! Wasn't planning on updating in this time but I'm too happy!

Jisoo was awaked by the strong thunder. She took a look at the clock it realises it's only 3 in the morning. She stared out from the window and suddenly has an impulsive thought. She took out her phone and called Jennie. The line went through but no one picked up the phone. The beep of voicemail beeped, Jisoo took a deep breathe and started saying:

"Hey Jendeuki, it's me, if you're planning to delete this message, please listen it through first. So from a long time ago, I don't know when, I started to realise I have feelings towards you, I knew it was wrong but there's nothing I could do, I tried to forget about you but you're like in my life everyday, so I tried to accept the fact and wanted to love you just in the deep of my heart, but unfortunately, impulsive things happened. You have no idea how much I wish I could turn back time, back to when you still have no idea I love you. I ruined all this. It hurts when I saw your shocked eyes, but I deserves it. It's al my fault, I shouldn't have fallen for you at the first place. But, why couldn't you love me?"

Jisoo did not realise but there's already tears gushing out from her eyes, she then continued:

"But anyway, from today onwards, I'm gonna forget about my feelings. We'll be back to friends, and teammates. I'll act like all of this was just a dream. That would be the best for us. I wish you'd be closer to happiness eventually, I really do. Oh and one last thing, when I said 'I love you to the moon and back' I meant it just the way it was meant to be. Goodnight Jennie, and goodbye my love."

Jisoo fell asleep after that. No dreams of nightmares, it was as if even the god pities her and wanted to give her a nice rest. The next time she woke up was when the nurse woke her up to do a simple checkup.

"As a nurse I must say your condition wasn't really good and you weren't looking good before but you're recovering in a good condition, keep it up"

"Thanks" Jisoo smiled to the nurse

The nurse cleared her throat and then said:

"But as a BLINK, I must say you looked as pretty as ever!"

Jisoo was a little surprised but she laughed and said:

"It's nice to meet you"

"Can I get your autograph?" the nurse ask shyly

"Sure!" Jisoo said

The nurse took out an album from behind and passed it to Jisoo, she then said:

"Thank you"

"It's no problem, do you want me to get the autographs from other members too?" Jisoo asked

"Yes please if it's not too much trouble!" the nurse exclaimed

"Leave it here then, come back tonight, they will be visiting later I think" Jisoo said

"Thank you so so much! Your songs had helped me go through some bad times and I love y'all so much, all 4 of you!" the nurse exclaimed

"Thank you for your support, it's glad our songs helped" Jisoo replied

"I don't know why you looked so sad before, and I've heard your sobs last night, but I wish you the best and just so you know, BLINKS will forever be with you!" the nurse said

"Thank you" Jisoo replied sincerely, she really appreciates it when she receives caring from BLINKS, it meant a lot to all four of them

After the nurse left, Jisoo went to have a shower. Showers always make her happy and she hummed a little tune during her shower. She was about to rinsed off her hair when suddenly she heard someone banging in to her room shouting: