To My Love // Jensoo (Complete)

Chapter 35

They woke up before the sun rises and went to the stadium after a simple breakfast. The first stop of the world tour is at Seoul and it would be held continuously for three whole days.

Everything went well during the rehearsal and they started to makeup and change into their outfits after lunch. Jisoo did her makeup first and while she was at it, Jennie was rehearsing the dance moves alone and Lisa and Rosé were taking a nap. It was Lisa's turn then and Jisoo walked over to wake her up. Lisa slowly removed Rosé's head from her shoulders and placed it on Jisoo's shoulders. She mouthed:

'Thank you' to Jisoo and then went to get her makeup done. Jisoo scroll through her phone to pass the time. After a while, Rosé woke up.

"Oops sorry unnie" Rosé apologised for leaning onto her for so long

"No problem" Jisoo said

Rosé sat there still for like 2 minutes and she refreshed her brain, after she's fully awake, she curiously asked Jisoo:

"Unnie when are you going to confess?"

"What?" Jisoo was caught off guard by Rosé's question

"Well I think it's time you let her know you like her" Rosé said

"No, I don't wanna ruin everything" Jisoo said

"It's not gonna ruin everything, cmon y'all are perfect for each other" Rosé said

"She doesn't likes me that way" Jisoo said

"She's never gonna like you that way if you don't tell her, you know she's numb in these things" Rosé said

"It's not time yet" Jisoo said while shaking her head

"It has been like forever!" Rosé exclaimed

Just that time, Jennie walked over and asked:

"What forever?"

Rosé and Jisoo's mouth dropped to the floor, they were too engaged in their conversation that they didn't see Jennie walking over

"Uh...nothing...it's just that we have been waiting for forever already" Jisoo stammered

"Oh" Jennie said, she then sat down on the other couch and started to rub her legs.

"It's hurting again?" Jisoo asked in concern

"A little" Jennie replied while nodding her head

'Go' Rosé mouthed to Jisoo while giving her a slight push

Rosé then walked away giving both of them some space. Jisoo let out a silent sighed and then walked over to Jennie's side. She took a stool and sat down in front Jennie.

Then, Jisoo took one of Jennie's leg and placed it on her leg and started to massage her leg.

"You don't have to do that!" Jennie exclaimed, she's a little surprised by Jisoo's action

"It's okay, just tell me when it hurts" Jisoo replied

"Oh Chichu, I love you so much!" Jennie exclaimed

Jisoo smiled and continued with her massage

"Do you remember that night, a few days before debut, we sneaked out from our old dorm?" Jennie asked

"And?" Jisoo asked

"I remembered that night, you told me one of your dreams is to have our own concert, do you remember that?"

"Yeah" Jisoo replied while smiling, that happened a long time ago and she didn't expect Jennie to remember

"Why did you brought that up?" Jisoo asked

"No reason, just felt like it's a dream come true to you, to us" Jennie said

"Well congratulations on your dream come true" Jisoo said

"Congratulations to you too" Jennie replied.

Soon, it was Jennie's time to do the makeup. She gave Jisoo a big hug before leaving. Jisoo smiled and went back to scrolling her phone. Rosé came back after Jennie left and asked:

"So? How did it go?"

"Nothing happened" Jisoo said

"Is it that hard to confess?" Rosé asked

"It took you to be drunk to confess, you're not the one to judge" Jisoo teased

"Forget about that, look at me and Lisa, we're so happy now, don't you wanna be like us?" Rosé asked

"It's not gonna work, we're different" Jisoo said

"How do you know it's not gonna work, you're not even giving it a try!" Rosé said

"Chaeng, things right now is perfect, you're happy, Lisa's happy and Jennie's happy, and that's what that matters, I don't wanna ruin everything by trying to force things that are impossible to another level" Jisoo explained

"But you're not happy" Rosé said

After a short pause, Jisoo said softly:

"That doesn't matters"

"Yes it does unnie, yes it does" Rosé said

Jisoo gave Rosé a faint smile and a pat on her shoulders, she then said:

"Go get your hair done, time is running out"

Rosé looked into Jisoo's eyes deeply as if she's trying to read her mind, after a while, she whispered:

"Alright" and then she went to get her hair done.

Not for long, everything was done and the concert began. Four of them took out their professional attitude and tried their best to give the best performance to the audience.

The atmosphere was crazily high and everyone was enjoying it so much. It was then four of them's solo stage and Jisoo was the first one to perform. Before going in, Jisoo's vocal coach found her and told her:

"Remember to put in more feelings, good luck!"

Jisoo started to built her feelings for the song, she thought in her brain

'Okay this song's about love'

'Painful love, not just love'

'Think painful love think painful love'

'Jennie'

Her thought snapped in pieces when she thought of Jennie, the panic went away and suddenly her mind is feel with Jennie, her face, her smile, her voice, her smell.

'Jennie it is' Jisoo thought.

The doors started opening, Jisoo took a few deep breaths and started singing. Her mind was absolutely filled with Jennie, the lyrics just escaped from her lips automatically, the roaring and cheering from the audience felt so far away and she just sang her heart out.

"cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need'

Jisoo's heart ache when she sang this lyric, it explains her pain perfectly.

"if our love is tragedy why are you my remedy"

"if our love's insanity why are you my clarity"

The song ended then. All audience gasp and couldn't believe their eyes when they saw a tear tricked out from the corner of Jisoo's eyes when she finished the song. The lights dimmed and then Jisoo left the stage, wiping her tears away.