just your bestfriend [shalt]

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I'm back~

"Free!" I panted as I chased the basketball player in the bushes. Many questions roamed in my head for my boyfriend. "Stop running, I know it's you! Don't bother hiding! Come out!"

I stopped running, oxygen slowly returning to me. I swallowed. "Fre-"

"Yes, Valt?" his voice whispered into my ear. I gasped, stumbling away from him. "What is this problem that's so urgent to you?"

"You know what!" I yelled, anger surging through me. "Don't act like everything is okay when I caught you spying on Shu and I!"

"I wasn't spying," he replied in his usual stoic tone. I felt anger bubble in my chest at how casual he was acting about this. "I was merely keeping an eye on you."

"Without my permission!"

He shrugged, tilting his head to the side slightly. "So what? I was just making sure nothing was happening between you two."

"Free, what are you talking about?" I exclaimed, even though I knew perfectly what he was saying. "He's just my best friend. That's it."

Even as I said that, I knew I didn't really mean it. Free scoffed. "Whatever. I know he likes you. It's so obvious. If I didn't know better, I'd say you two were a couple. You barely make time for me anymore, let alone talk to me ever since his arrival."

"His name is Shu," I glared at the golden-haired teen. "And don't make him sound like the devil. But...I'm sorry. I really have neglected you, haven't I? It's my fault."

"It's not all your fault," he wrapped his arms around me. It felt warm and familiar, but not comfortable the way it used to be. " We've both been busy. Date night tomorrow?"

"Sounds awesome," I agreed, even though I just really wanted to say no. I still like Shu. But this is for the better, isn't it? To be with someone who likes me rather then chasing someone who will never return my feelings. "I'll have to talk to my mum, though. I'll text you later. But...can you please not do this again? Just...trust me."

"I hope I can. Goodbye, Valt."

Dear Shu,

Every moment of me meeting Free is etched in my head. My head is so chaotic, yet so empty. I can't really process what I'm thinking or feeling right now. I just wish I could go back to three years ago, when life was perfect. 

Love,

Valt

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ik, ik rly crappy and short chapter after such a long chapter 

i'm feeling kinda down as my class got our reports back today. i did get straight a's except for a b in science, and its a good grade but i just wish i could've gotten an a. like, if it was pe and i got a b i honestly wouldn't care, but science is one of the main subjects and really important to me as i hope to become a scientist. also,, lots of people in my class got a's for science and they all said science was really easy and it just makes me feel really dumb and stupid. 

if you couldn't tell, i'm like an Asian parent to myself.

also, i'm annoyed bc my school gives out a's so easily, like a is considered average and if u get a b ur dumb, like wth? i actually work rly hard in maths, yet i get the same grade as someone who doesn't even know what 3 x 4 is, and i'm in year eight. unbelievable. 

sorry for that rant i'm pissed just ignore that

p.s i just returned from my holiday and i have to catch up lots of stuff (got a science test first thing on Monday ew), so i probably wont be writing much this week (especially since i got a new sasusaku book coming~)

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Word count: 628 (lol it's only long bc of my ranting)