poem #44

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He asked me what he could do to so the mess in my head could stop
How could I tell him,that it's not easy
To follow my heart...

I need more, more than he can offer
But I don't want to be selfish
For he is someone else's Man
Who has a responsibility of another young man

I know the path Isn't right
And I know how wrong it is, that's why against my feelings I fight
I can't tell him that I have already fallen for him
Maybe it's an infatuation

I wanted him to know, that I'm behind the times
I want the comfort to last, not a courtship which will wither in time

I want it all to stop now, I feel so weak
And he thinks that I'm cold,
Once and again I'm all by myself
Safe in my cage, hoping someone would come and
Give me that lasting comfort
And I won't have to think on my feet

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