Noel needs money for her family.
Josh wants a kid.
Both wishes may come true... Hopefully
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"I want to have your baby"I spoke
"Excuse me?"He questions
"I meant...I want to be your surrogate"I said showing him my phone with his profile on the si...
"Would you like to know the gender with blood tests?" She asked
"We can do that?" I asked back
"You are 10 weeks, You can do that"
"I want to know" Josh spoke not looking at me
"Ok, hold on"
"So would you like me to call him when I know?"She asked
"Of course! It's my baby, not hers" He scoffed
I closed my eyes as tears slowly slip away from me
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I walk into the store not really feeling good. I found out I am almost in my second trimester. I shouldn't feel hurt but, this baby is starting to be something more to me. I wanted to know the gender but, it would only make me feel more for this baby. I signed the form so I can't have the baby... it's too late for that.
We are currently buying clothes although I don't get to pick them. Josh does because he gets to control me since I am carrying his baby. So I walk around the store well him and the workers shop for me.
I look around and see the workers getting tired but, scared to say anything.
"Josh, I think that's enough," I said walking up to him
He has 4 carts full
"You need more for the after birth. I added another thing to the list of commands. I was told today that you could breastfeed or bottle feed"
I blushed a little bit by hearing the last part...Immature I know
"I want you to breastfeed so after the baby is born you breastfeed for 2 months"
"W-what? No...I can't"
"You signed so you have to listen to what I say"
"But I didn't sign for that"
"I don't care"
"Josh!"
"That's my name"
"You did not pull that? That's a child's play"
He swipes his card before snapping his fingers and walking out.
I huff before walking following him.
"Josh! I can't breastfeed!"
"Why not?"
Oh, shoot!
"Um because...I can't produce well e-enough. It's a girl thing"I lied putting my hand on my hip trying to act like I knew what I was saying
He looked at me in the eyes stopping...he then turned around and kept walking.
That smell
I felt sick, I looked around nothing but, food stores.
All that grease...
"Josh!"
"WHAT!? WHAT?! Why do you keep whining?!"He yelled walking back
People all around looked and stop doing what they were doing to stare.
Just then I threw up all over the floor.
"Not on my fu*king shoes!"
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It has been 2 weeks and life is crazier. I am starting to show a little more and Josh has been over the moon and more protective.
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I am getting more attached which is bad. I even named the baby which is really bad. I call the baby Ocean. It's both a girl and boy name so it will go with either gender. Josh likes me wearing skin tight dresses because it shows the bump but, hates it when I'm in front of others. He shouldn't be, I am not his.
I look in the mirror...Wow...
Josh told me we will be eating out with some friends of his. He picked this out soo here I am. I put on some felts and light makeup to not make me look so dead. I don't know if I will make it through this meal. I hope so...
*****
"She's just my kid's carrier"Josh laughed
"Wait-So you are a dad, "His friend asked
"Yeah, no one knows yet"
"Your mother? Sisters? None of them"
He has family?
"No" He responded
I look up from my food when I feel something rubbing my leg. I look across the table and see a friend of Josh's looking at me weird.
"Excuse you"I spoke
He just smirks as he raises his leg as Josh looks at me
I jump up knocking over the water
"What the h#ll?!"Josh shouts
"D-don't you e-ever touch me again"I spoke looking at the guy
I move away from my seat and walk out of the place
I hold my stomach walking to the SUV. I start to open the door
"Where are you going?"Josh yells
"Away from your guy friend!"I spoke
I turn to him
He was about to say something but, he froze.
"What?"
"You're holding MY baby"
I look down and I'm still holding the baby belly
"Really? That's what you care about?"
"Yes"He shouted storming over
"You're not going to ask why I jumped? Why I left?"
"No! I already heard why"
"What?"I breathe out
"You touch him first so he touched you! I told you, You were never to touch a man!"He yelled in my face
"I DIDN'T! I WOULDN'T DO THAT TO YOU!"
I turned and got into the car
*****
I walked into the room, stripping as I got closer to the shower...
I need today to end
RINGGGGG RINNGGGG
I ignore my phone and kept walking to the shower...
Thank you for reading. I know its short but, I didn't wanna leave you guys hanging too long.
