Epilogue.

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I knew I would never get a happy ending,

By the heartbreaking incidents which occurred I knew I would never get one.

The ones who cared about me, the ones that I cared about all died.
Everyone except you.

You stare at me smiling, as if you were happy that I can now forever live in this,
Grief.

You are so happy that you think you can finally live in peace,
because you think that you finally avenged Val's death.

I hope you are happy seeing me in this place made for people with problems,

I hope you are happy seeing me so depressed, melancholic and grief-stricken,

but words can only express a fraction of how I feel.

I feel like I'm drowning in a sea filled with judgemental looks and disgust for being alive.

I'm tired of saying I tried, because right now there is no place on my arms, thighs, legs or stomach.

I hope you have a beautiful family. I hope you have a happy ending.

I know I can never experience love or even a friend, because of how broken I am.

I think I did something terrible in my past life, because it feels like I'm paying for my wrong deeds right now.

I wish I wasn't so naive and stupid to think you would actually love me.

I wish I never came back to Toronto.




















~The End~

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I honestly just hope you liked the book and if you stuck around till the end...it means a lot.

There is no sequel. No bonus chapters.

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