No Happy Endings.| ✓

19.

Kiss me on the mouth and set me free
Sing me like a choir
I can be the subject of your dreams
Your sickening desire
Don't you wanna see a man up close
A phoenix in the fire
So kiss me on the mouth and set me free
But please, don't bite.
~Troye Sivan

(a/n: you know how this goes♥️.)
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*Months later*

Today is the day I never imagined I would see,

Today is my moms funeral.

I was wearing a short black dress and a long coat on top.

My dad was beside trying to hold in the tears. He would randomly start shaking his shoulders in the middle of the prayers going on.

That's when I knew he was crying, I went to him and hugged him.

That was the first time I heard and saw my dad cry.

I couldn't help but think that my mom was a little selfish.

Why did she leave me and my dad in this cruel world?

But, I know deep down I'm just a little girl who has no happy ending.

She's just a little girl who lives to make others happy,
Other than herself.

She's just a little girl waiting to be let out.

She's waiting for happiness to shine in that dark little place she calls a heart.

She's waiting for her Prince Charming,

But, she knows he will never come.

She's dying little by little,

And she knows nobody cares because,

Who cares about her?

She's shouting for someone to help her,

But, she can only shout till her voice gives out,

and right now, her voice is only a mere whisper.

She's mourning for the ones she lost.

She's mourning because they were captured by death.

She feels like she's trapped with no escape.

These thoughts are too overwhelming for her.

She just doesn't want to think.

She just wants to be in peace.

And that's what she is going to do tomorrow,

She's going to put herself out of her own misery.

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