No Happy Endings.| ✓

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Today you stared at me and told me I was nothing, that I didn't deserve to be alive and that I should kill myself.

Believe me I tried, nothing ever works. I have tried drinking bleach, I cut myself so much I always think that I might actually bleed myself to death.

I try something everyday but nothing seems to work.

I'm sorry I disappointed you. But today you not only told me that I should kill myself but you told me I'm fat and ugly.

I'll try to improve.

I made a friend today her name is Sarah she's very sweet. I hope she doesn't turn her back on me.

I hope you don't interfere in my friendship.

But today wasn't that bad. I think it was for you though it was your moms death anniversary today.

I hope you feel fine.

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