Friends Then Lovers... <3

8 months

I went to take my eight month pictures by myself since Mr. Go out ain't here

I got home

His car was in da yard

Derrick - hey bae

I walked passed him

I went in my room

Took my shoes off and hooked my phone up to my speaker

I played sum old school love songs like meeting in my bedroom

Derrick - baby

I was standing up

Cookie - Derrick where da fuck have u been

Derrick - out baby

Cookie - out where wit who

Derrick - nobody baby myself

Cookie - u missed da photo shoot

Derrick - shit i did

I rolled my eyes

Derrick - my bad bae

Cookie - my bad bae nun I been wanting to spend time wit u but all u do is go out wit yo lit friends

Derrick - nahh

Cookie - yeaa y u cant stay ahome wit me y u can't take me out

Derrick - bae stop

Cookie - no Derrick I'm tired of yo shit

He wrapped his arms round me

He was kissing me

Cookie - move derrick

Derrick - y u not kissing back

Cookie - just move Derrick

I got out his arms and laid in my bed

Derrick - baby

Cookie - move Derrick don't cum over here now just let me be sad like u been doin

Derrick - baby

Cookie - Derrick

Derrick - cookie

I had a tear fall from my eye

Cookie - yea

Derrick - y u crying

Cookie - nun don't worry bout it

I left out and went down stairs

I was on da couch

I had on a dress

I had my hands on my stomach

I was laying down thinking

Y me y all I want is love

Always me getting hurt

Got a baby yet still don't act right stupid shit

Do all u can still don't do right

All I want is love

Leave me at home by myself to go out

I looked at my stomach

I went up stairs to get my speaker

Derrick was laying on da bed

I went back down stairs and I played you belong to sumbody else

Derrick

I was laying down thinking

Have I lost her

I never do right

Bout to have a baby next month

But I always fuck up

I know she probably think I'm cheating but I'm not

I love her too much to cheat

She probably think I don't love her but I always will

I don't wanna be separated from her and my daughter

I say sorry but she don't wanna here dat

I'm always fucking shit up

I went down stairs

I saw my baby laying on da couch

Derrick - cookie

Cookie - yea

Derrick - my bad bae

Cookie - yea

Derrick - so u forgive me

Cookie - no

Derrick - i said I was sorry

Cookie - fuck dat Derrick

Derrick - bae

Cookie - Derrick I'm tired of being at home by myself wit nobody to be hugged up wit I feel so unloved right now like fr I'm tired all I want is to be wit my boo at night

Derrick - ik baby

He sat on da floor beside me on da couch I was on

He kissed my forehead

Derrick - bae u really wanna here wat i be doin cause I hate to argue

Cookie - yea

Derrick - i be out thinking about dis

Cookie - dis wat

Derrick - us baby me and u and Angel I told u baby I don't like expressing myself but ima do it any way u ready

Cookie - yea

Derrick - well baby I feel like I'm not going to be a good father and I'm nervous

Cookie - y

Derrick - ion know nun bout kids bae and I've never been a father

Cookie - y u couldn't tell me dat at first

I hugged her

Derrick - i told u I don't like expressing myself

Cookie - Derrick

He picked me up bridal style

Cookie - Derrick u know ion like being picked up

He took me to our room

He placed me on da bed

He laid beside me and kissed me non stop

Cookie - Derrick

Derrick - yea

He was kissing my belly

Cookie - stop bae

Derrick - no baee

He was laying down between my legs looking at my belly

Cookie - bae

Derrick - yea baby

Cookie - u never told me her full name

Derrick - ohh its Angel Nicole Johnson

Cookie - ok but Derrick promise me you'll be there at my side wen i have her

Derrick - ok boo promise