This is Devan's point of view. He has been bullied for years, he suffers from depression and anxiety. And one day it becomes too much... Collins ends up in the hospital, does Devan become an only child?
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It was spring break and all I could think about was that girl... I didn't know her name or who she was. But she was beautiful and really nice. I sat at the dinner table day dreaming. "Earth to Devan." Mom said waving her hand in front of my face. I shook my head and saw mom and dad exchange strange looks. I just ignored it. It was so quiet without Collins. Nobody really talked anymore. What happened to my happy chatty family? I still keep the YouTube channel going but I haven't posted in forever. Nobody knows Collins died... I figured it was time for them to know now. "Hey guys, it's Devan Key, and you're probably wondering "where's Collins" well, I need to talk about something very serious to you guys." I said as tears filled my eyes. I stopped the camera to wipe my eyes. "Ok Devan, stay strong." I said to myself. I sat back down in front of the camera. "Umm so, Collins passed away about a week ago..." i said loosing it. I stopped the camera again, I was sobbing uncontrollably. I "accidentally" kicked down one of the lights, causing it to fall on the ground and shatter. I stopped and looked at what I had done. I cleaned up all the glass and sat back down in front of the camera. "Sorry guys if you see my cry... I'm telling you this, because this is what Collins would've wanted. He had a really weird and rare heart failure thing." I took a deep breath. My voice was shaky and I was trying not to cry too much. "He loved all of you, so much. I can't say much more, but I thought I should let you guys know what's going on. I'll post videos every Saturday still, but they will not be as lively or fun. I'll try." I said ending the video. I put a slideshow of pictures at the end of the video
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"I love you Collins... you mean the world the world to me. Thank you for always picking me up, and always being there. You have inspired me to do so many things. And one of those things is not giving up. You always kept your promises, and always helped me get through hard times. Collins I miss you. I miss seeing your smile. Hearing your laugh. I miss my brother, my best friend. I love you Collins."
