~ P I N K Y S W E A R ~
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"I'll come back one day, Mars, promise." He says re-assuring me but it doesn't work.
"What if you forget me?" I say, feeling the tears prickle my eyes at the thought of not mattering to him anymore.
"I would ne...
Seeing her cry in front of me- because of me breaks my heart.
I know I shouldn't have blamed her. She's scared and I would be if I was in her place, and she didn't want to worry anyone.
But I'd rather have her here, alive, than seeing her gravestone. I could have lost her. She doesn't realise how bad that would break me.
I'm determined to finish her list before I leave.
I don't think she picked up on what I said about London, but that doesn't change the fact that I have to leave in less than 3 weeks.
I had to tell her.
I wouldn't be gone for long, only a few weeks- but that much time away from her would kill me after even a day.
But no matter what, I was going to finish that list with her.
It's been a couple of days since the hospital incident.
Mara was let out of the hospital but she has to take it easy or she could be back there.
I am currently laid on the couch whilst Wrong Turn plays on the TV.
Mara is laid with her head against my chest while her legs are entangled with mine.
"Mara?" I say softly.
"Hmm?" he mumbles sleepily. I smile at how cute she is when she is sleeping. Noticing that i don't reply, she lifts her head from my chest to look at me.
"What's the matter?" She asks. As her dark brown hair falls in front of her sea blue eyes I begin to realize i've never really observed her appearance.
Her full, pink lips are heart shaped and make her look like she is softly pouting. She has a soft, oval shaped face and a cute button nose.
"You're so beautiful." I say in awe, forgetting what i was going to say.
She softly smiles at me, leaning up and placing a light kiss to my lips.
"How would you feel about a trip to Paris?" I say as the idea pops into my head.
"Really?" She asks, her head perking up and a smile appearing on her face.
"Really." I confirm. "We can finish your list there." I suggest and i don't think i've ever seen her so happy.
"A trip to Paris it is."
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