Prove Me Wrong [TAGLISH]

Chapter 19 [Gulat at Galit]

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Chapter 19

Deiderick

After two hours na pag-iikot na walang direksyon, he decided to go home. Mas mabuti na yung hindi na masyado siya galit sa sarili niya pag nakita niya mamaya sa bahay nila Nina si Isabella. Baka kasi ano pang pumasok sa utak niya na katarantaduhan. Baka humingi pa siya ng tawad dito and ask her if they can be friends again. Well, not “again” kasi hindi naman talaga sila naging magkaibigan. Naging magkasundo lang sila ngayong gabi. Maybe if he’ll lose his control he’ll ask her for a chance to start a friendship. His pride won’t let him though. Too much is at stake. And he already ruined a possible start of a good friendship with her.

He looked at his phone. Should he call her? It’s almost one in the morning. Maybe she’s asleep. Should he apologize and explain to her why he didn’t want them to be friends? Should he explain his panic when she said that simple statement that they should go to Eiffel every week? Should he tell her how much he wanted to start a friendship with her but can’t bring himself to do it because that would totally go against everything he believed in as a child even before he met her?

Crap! These are all crap!

Nilagay niya ang mukha sa mga palad niya. His muscles are tensed. He can’t seem to decide in choosing what is best for him. Pinakinggan niya ang nagwawala niyang tibok ng puso. Hindi niya alam kung para asan iyon. Ang alam niya hindi siya mapalagay dahil pakiramdam niya kagagawa niya lang ng krimen.  Tama ba ang ginawa niya? Is it possible that he just ruined a start of a possibly good friendship between him and the brat?

Pero iniwasan niya ito buong buhay niya. Kinamumuhian niya ito at walang duda, kinamumuhian din siya nito. Pero nagkasundo sila ngayong gabi diba? Baka pwedeng mabago nun ang lahat ng masasamang pinagdaanan nila sa kamay ng isa’t-isa.

Alam niyang he’s not the best kuya for her as his sister’s best friend pero sinuklian din naman siya nito ng kapantay na pang-iinis diba? Isn’t that fair? Hindi ba okay na manatili na lang silang magkaaway?

The more he gives himself reasons why they should remain enemies, the more he doubts himself. Kung kahapon siguro siya nag-iisip ng desisyon niya bago nangyari itong gabi na ito, there is no doubt what his decision would be. Mananatili silang magkaaway. And now he doubts if they should stay that way.

He groaned. Hindi niya gusto kung asan pumupunta ang iniisip niya. There is one good reason why he can’t be friends with her at alam niya iyon kaya dapat lang na he’ll stick to a decision he made from the first day they met. Kailangan niyang maging malakas.

“Damn I hate her. I hate everything about her.” He muttered to himself habang naglalakad sa daan. Ayon sa direksyon sa phone niya, isang liko na lang at bahay na nila Nina.