I'm back! Sorry this took so long, I've been very busy with school 😒 Hope y'all enjoy!
Warning: mentions of slightly sexual things I guess....I dunno
Less than an hour later, his lips were all over Joe's neck and they were in an uber on their way to his place.
Joe was drunk. So very drunk. Really fucking drunk. If he wasn't, the night would have ended with him giving Ian his phone number. If he wasn't drunk he wouldn't have gone home with him and his first time having sex with a guy wouldn't have been with a stranger.
Ian was nice. He wasn't rough and from what Joe could remember it was very pleasant. But it was just a one night stand. And he hadn't wanted his first time with a guy to be just a one night stand.
Joe knows how one night stands work. When he's taken girls home before, he always makes them a quick breakfast in the morning and calls them an uber. But usually he can't wait for them to leave.
So when he woke up and remembered everything from last night, he quickly got up and dressed and tried to leave quickly. After all it was just a one night stand. Except it wasn't.
Ian woke up and insisted that Joe stays for breakfast. After breakfast, he asked Joe for his number and said that he'd love to see him again. Joe could tell that he meant it.
Before Joe left, they kissed and it was nice....safe.....a bit boring if Joe's completely honest. Nothing like his kisses with Caspar. Shit, he's supposed to not be thinking about Caspar.
When Joe got home, he noticed Caspar sleeping on the couch. This wasn't normal. He gently nudged Caspar awake.
"Why are you sleeping on the couch?" He asked quietly.
Caspar bolted upright.
"Joe! You're back. I was worried. Where were you?"
"Geez calm down mate. I was just...." Joe paused and hesitated.
He hadn't decided if he was going to tell Caspar about Ian. Would Caspar judge him? Okay Joe knew that was ridiculous. Caspar would never judge him.
But still...Unfortunately Joe didn't have much time to think because Caspar waved his hand in front of the boy's face and looked at him questionably.
"I umm I met someone. A-at the bar." Joe admitted.
"That doesn't explain why you were out all ni-oh OH." Caspar said.
"Umm yeah." Was all Joe could say.
The silence was unbearable. Finally Caspar smiled and patted Joe on the back.
"Well congrats mate. Good for you. You planning on seeing her again?" Caspar asked, "or him?" He added.
"Him," Joe replied, "and yes hopefully."
"That's great!"
"I'm sorry. F-for worrying you. I should have called." Joe said.
"It's okay. I'm not your mother." Caspar laughed.
Joe laughed awkwardly and sat down on the sofa.
"So.." Caspar hesitated, "what's the name of this mystery man of yours?"
• • •
Life went on. Caspar ignored the slight pain in his heart when he saw Joe texting Ian with a huge smile on his face or when he overheard them talking on the phone.
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