Cosmology and her Stars

xxxiv. feeling bad

25th September 2029

Dear Universe,

I feel kinda bad. Wyatt bumped into me today, and I was about to fall to the ground but he grabbed my waist and caught me. I didn't feel bad about that, that felt amazing. But... Martha was watching the whole time. I still feel bad.

I know that I shouldn't. I mean, I have a right to feel that way and she has no reason to be upset about it - but she probably feels like I'm trying to steal him off of her. Not that she even has him - but, whatever. I might be a tad delusional from lack of brain cells thanks to weed; but - maybe, just maybe... Wyatt likes me more than Martha?

Oh, wait. Why would he be half naked on my bed with Martha? If that were the case,

I forgot about that...

Cosmo