Codename: Princess Trigger (COMPLETED)

Trigger 05 - You are not alone

[Edited Ver.]

You are not alone

Belle's PoV :

I need to release the stress that I feel by doing my sparring training here in the training center of Black Dia, mahaba pa naman ata ang hinihintay namin bago dumating ang sinasabi ni Boss na makakasama namin sa bagong mission, a short-term mission. Kumbaga, pampalipas-oras lang ang short-term mission hangga't wala pang progress sa long-term ko. 

While sparring, naaalala ko ang hellish training days na pinagdaanan ko. As soon as Boss Dominic or simply Boss, told me on how I can get the revenge that I wanted, sumama agad ako sa kanya. Walang pag-aalinlangan o anupaman basta ang alam ko lang noon ay galit ako at magbabayad ang mga taong iyon na walang awang pinatay si Papa.

I runaway from home and from then on, BDA na ang naging tahanan ko at ang mga kapwa ko agents ang naging kapamilya ko sa loob ng apat na taon. Hindi naging madali ang lahat dahil ang training na ginagawa namin ay siguradong hindi kakayanin ng taong walang motivation o ang mga taong gusto lang magpa-sikat kaya sumali sa ahensyang ganito. At the age of 13, I started my spartan training and after just three years, sumabak ako sa kauna-unahang mission ko. Noong una simple lang na kailangan kong magmanman sa mga suspect's whereabouts hanggang sa naging involve na ako sa pakikipag-laban as in arm-to-arm combat, or shooting combat at kung anu-ano pang pwedeng ikapahamak ko.

Every time na sasalang ako sa mission, iniisip ko ang dahilan ng pagsali ko sa ahensya at doon namo-motivate ako hanggang sa isang araw nagising nalang akong hindi na masyadong nakakaramdam ng saya o ng pagkatuwa. Kaya nga kilala ako dito bilang masungit, emotionless bitch at kung anu-ano pang synonimous ng 'bitch'.

Suddenly, I heard a music coming from the speakers all over the training center at mukhang alam ko na kung sinong nakielam sa control room. 

At nananadya ba talaga siya? Tss.

[Playing > I don't love you by My Chemical Romance]

I can't help but smirk. That's my favorite song and band. 

 Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way  

I was humming while singing the lyrics in my head.

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can  

When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday  

Therbie: "I knew you will love to listen to it."

Napalingon ako kay Therbie at napakunot-noo. Hindi ko namalayang nandito na pala siya sa tabi ko. Hindi ko na lang siya kinibo at maya-maya lang ay pareho na kaming napapakanta at naghe-head bang pa siya.

When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday  

While listening to the music, I remember someone sang this to me and it made me smirk for it was a funny one. 

Therbie: "Naaalala mo na naman siya no?"

Belle: "Yeah. He's damn crazy."

Therbie: "Indeed."

Belle: "This song will always remind me of that crazy guy. Tss."

Napatawa siya kalaunan ay nanahimik na ulit ito. Natapos na rin ang kanta at narinig kong nag-ingay na naman ang mga equipment na ginagamit sa training. Ibig sabihin natapos na ang maikling break namin through listening to the music and now back to training. Pero ako gusto ko nalang maupo katabi ang lalaking ito.