Trust Issues [Justin Bieber Love Story]

Chapter 29

*Sasha*

Did we make up too fast? Did anything solve during those quick twenty seconds? My heart was beating fast, but all we did was forgive and forget. Did he really forget? Did I? I pushed the thoughts away, not wanting the smile to leave my face.

Yes it happened quickly, but was there much to resolve? The fight was stupid, the fight was jealousy.

I rinsed the shampoo out of my hair, my thoughts running crazily though my mind as I stood in the calm warm shower. I was staying at Justin’s for the night, he said he missed me and practically begged me to stay. I don’t mind though, I don’t even mind that I have no other clothes to wear. 

Once the shampoo had finally rinsed out of my hair I turned off the water and stepped out of the shower, wrapping a white towel around me. I stood in front of the mirror, my smile still not wiping from my face. I was happy again; I hadn’t seen this smile for the last few days.

I slowly opened my towel up, my stare focused on the middle of my body in the mirror. I revealed my stomach, eyeing it carefully. It was getting a lot bigger; I couldn’t believe that I was having my first child in four months.

Four Months.

It seemed so close; it has been five since Ally’s party, which her parent’s still haven’t found out about.

“Sasha, are you alright in there?”

I turned my head to look at the locked bathroom door. “Yeah, I’m fine. I’ll be with you in a minute.”

I wrapped myself with the towel again, picking up the folded t-shirt that sat neatly in front of me. I unfolded it, eyeing the shirt. It was big and would go to around my knees in length. Justin had let me use his shirt for the night since I had nothing else to wear. I rolled my eyes as I read the bold words at the front; Swag.

I slipped on the t-shirt and threw my hair up into a messy bun.

“Ready now?” Justin asked, sounding like he’s pressed up against the door.

I chuckled and unlocked the door. I opened it and I was right, he was standing right there. His eyes looked me over approvingly before taking me in a hug. I laughed as I felt his lips at my ear.

“You know Sasha; my shirt looks very sexy on you.”

I blushed and pulled myself from the hug, playfully shoving him. He chuckled and led me to his bedroom and sat down on the bed, patting the spot beside him.

“What do you want to do?” he asked as I took a seat beside him.

“Can we watch a movie?” I asked.

He nodded, “Sure. Which one?”

“Finding Nemo.”

“Finding Nemo?”

“Yes.”

“How old are you?” he questioned.

“Seventeen.”

“So...”

“I believe I’m aloud to watch children movies.”

“Okay...?”

“You have no life, Justin.”

“Clearly.” he smirked.

Justin put in the DVD, leaning back in bed and wrapping his arm around me. I once again felt his lips at my ear, giving me goose bumps.

“You know, I like this movie...I was only mucking around...”

“Really?”

“Yeah, I was just hoping for a scary movie...”

“Why’s that?” I asked, leaning into him more to get comfy.

“So I have an excuse to hold you when you get scared.”

I chuckled, “You’d probably be the one getting scared and I’d have to hold you. Not that I’m complaining.”

He laughed, “I so would not.”

“Sure, sure. But don’t worry; when Nemo goes missing I normally cry so you can hold me then.”

He smirked, “Deal.”

***

*2 weeks later*

The icy air made me shiver even in Justin’s arms. I could barely see the top of the mountains today from the weather. Dad wouldn’t stop complaining about how cold it was which was becoming annoying.

“You cold baby girl?”

I nodded, Justin wrapping his arms tighter around me. The last two weeks have been good, probably the best actually. I have only seen Ally at school and other than that Justin and I haven’t been apart from each other. We had become inseparable. 

I turned around, admiring the wooden cabin that I had remembered from a few years ago when we last came here, although then I was around cousins This time I could spend it with my amazing boyfriend.

“Your cousins are arriving tomorrow.” Mum informed me as she took a suitcase from the car boot.

My smile faded. “Why are they coming?”

“To see us, silly.”

But I didn’t exactly want to see them so much. I wanted alone time with Justin for once.

My Auntie Laura appeared at the front door, grinning like mad. I loved her, she was sweet. I also felt sorry for her. My uncle passed before I was born and since then she’s lived in this cabin alone. We often invite her to stay with us but she barely accepts, always having knitting to do. 

“Look at you, all grown up!” she said excitedly, walking down the front few steps towards us.

I stood closer to mum, needing to ask one thing before Auntie Laura reached us. “Does she know about me being pregnant?”

Mum looked at me and shook her head. I sighed, putting on a fake smile as Auntie Laura embraced me in a hug. She gave me a squeeze and I quickly stepped back, alarmed. I wish she didn’t have to find out like this...

“What’s wrong?” she asked confused.

I frowned, looking down at my stomach that she had almost just crushed in her hug. As I looked up I watched her eyes trail down before widening at the sight. Her mouth opened slightly and she looked up at me.

“You’re...” she was lost for words.

“Pregnant, yes.”

“How?”

“I don’t feel like telling the story right now.” I said, passing her, my hand finding Justin’s and taking him with me.

He picked up our bag with his free hand and we walked inside. I led him to my usual room and I sat on the bed. I let my face fall into my hands as I began to cry. This wasn’t what I wanted these holidays. If she reacted like that, how’s the rest of my family going to react when they arrive tomorrow? This baby couldn’t please anyone else but me, Justin and Ally.

Justin’s hand rested around me, his head on my shoulder as his thumb rubbed my arm soothingly. He whispered over and over, telling me that it would be okay. But will it? Will my family ever look at me the same? I will be a seventeen year old with a child. I’ll be a nineteen year old with a toddler. I’ll be a 30 year old with a teenager. I’ll be a 40 year old with an adult.

I’ll always be the young mum.

The one everyone looks at as a ‘teen knock-up.’ 

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What do you all think of chapter 29? x  
I originally thought that this story wasn't going to get past 30 chapters but I think it will go for at least another 15 :) 

So I'm deleting the old story I was going to repost to WattPad, if you were reading it you can still find it here: http://www.twitlonger.com/show/cgq2ud

Sorry for any inconvinience.
- JustinAusBieber