Evening Sun
Chapter 42
Jacob stopped dead in his tracks. He looked at me like I was crazy. “What did you just say, Bella?” He gasped.
I paused, wondering if I should change my mind. No, I need to make sure Jacob doesn’t do anything he’ll regret. Or something he won’t be able to forget.
“Kiss me.” I repeated.
Jacob quickly closed the distance between us and leaned down, pressing his warm lips against my colder ones. He froze, when our lips touched.
I had no clue what to do.
He stopped responding for a very long five seconds. I needed to make him kiss me back, I needed to distract him from his pain… from my pain…
I reached up, and wrapped my arms around his neck, tangling a hand in his short dark hair. Memories of kissing him before, in the snow, flooded into my head. I was pretty sure those were his thoughts too. His lips parted slowly, and I smiled against them, knowing I was helping. His hands were burning hot when he touched my icy waist, pulling me against him.
But he was holding back. I wasn’t Nessie, and I would never make him fully forget, or move on.
Our tongues tangled against each other, and I found myself slowly drifting off into pure bliss. Bliss I never felt when kissing Edward. A new feeling; a feeling of danger. I knew this was bad. This was wrong.
But I loved it.
After a few minutes, Jacob pulled away, but keeping his hands on my waist. “Bella…” He whispered, shaking his head slightly. “I shouldn’t have…”
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Laying in bed next to my husband that night, I realized Jacob takes the pain of losing Nessie away. Just like he took the pain of losing Edward away. I know he doesn’t try to, it’s just our slight connection to each other that seems to fix our problems. We distract each other.
“Bella, I know what happened.”
I turned my head and looked at Edward, guilty. “It was only becau--”
“I know why you did it.” He said softly, interrupting me. “You wanted him to stay. Just like last time.”
I felt horrible, realizing what I did to it’s full extent.
I kissed Jacob Black.
A/N: ( I know it's short. Better than nothing, right? xD TWICE IN ONE DAY. xD ))
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