Once Bitten, Twice Shy.

What does it mean?

The night before tour started we had a big dinner with the team it was so fun being with everyone who is so passionate about making sure Justin does good the support he has in phenomenal. Once tour started the first show in Seattle was a hit everything was perfect the crowd's energy was fantastic and the way they sang along with him was so magical. Adalynn has been doing well she doesn't seem to be bothered being on the bus we had head phones made for her so she doesn't go deaf from the loud music. She's absolutely in awe watching Justin perform she doesn't hear much with the headphones but seeing him and all the lights she barely looks away.

The show in Vancouver Yael and Jagger came and he and Addy ran around all day together. My new assistant Sam has done really good helping me with work and Addy. We've actually grown quite close. But we are back in California for 4 shows so it'll be easier to work on some tasks Hef gave me since I'm in town. After the show in Oakland last night Justin and I got into an argument so we haven't talked much today. But thankfully Pattie is flying in tomorrow so I'm hoping him seeing her will make him happier and we can stop bickering.

"Addy come here." I yelled across the hotel room she ran across the room to me "Let's face time Mimi." I said her face lit up "Mimi!" She yelled I grabbed my phone and face timed Pattie. "Hello?" She answered as her face popped onto the screen "Hi baby!" She said to Addy "I can't wait to see you tomorrow!" She said happily Addy smiled and reach for the phone "No let mommy hold it." I said "Hi sweetie how are you?" She asked me "Good and you?" I asked "I'm great I can't wait to get out there are see you guys!" She said "I know we're excited!" I said Addy began mumbling something I'm sure if they were real words she would have been really excited about whatever she was talking about.

"Yeah." Pattie said with a smile like she understood every word she said "Where's Justin?" She asked me "Well we had an argument so we're just slowing down for a second." I said "Aw I'm sorry sweetie." She said "It's okay that's what couples do right." I said "Right you two will get over it hopefully before I get into town." She said I smiled at her "We will well I just wanted to say hi and we can't wait to see you tomorrow." I said happily "Alright sweetie I'll see you at the airport." She said "Okay bye Addy say bye to Mimi." I said she waved and blew kisses then we hung up "Dada..." She said looking around "You wanna see Daddy before bed?" I asked she nodded

I dialed Justin's number "Hello?" He answered "Are you in your room Addy want's to see you before she goes to bed "Yeah bring her down." He said "Okay." I said then I hung up I picked up Addy and we went down to his room she jabbered the whole way down the elevator, music was playing loudly the closer to Justin's room we got "Hey Aaliyah!" Mikey said then he opened the door and we went inside Justin was sitting on the couch Khalil and Fredo were beside him. Justin turned down the music I put Addy down and she ran to him he picked her up and hugged her then he kissed her cheeks.

My phone buzzed and it was a picture text from Sam I opened it and it was a screenshot of Justin's instagram an hour ago he posted a picture of Him and Selena from like 2010 that said "feels" and she liked it and commented "Perfect." Instantly I felt the fire light up inside me I had to of mouthed the words "What the fuck."

"Can I talk to Aaliyah?" Justin asked Fredo and Khalil "Sure dude we'll take Addy down to the vending machines." Fredo said taking her from Justin they walked out "I'm assuming you saw my post?" He asked "Um yeah I did what the fuck does it mean?" I asked pissed "It doesn't mean anything it was just a stunt to get people freaking out..." He said "Why would you want the drama?" I asked "Because it's funny." He said "Not for me Justin I've already played second to her I don't want to do it again." I said sitting down on the couch "Babe that's not what this is just a little publicity work make people wonder ya know?" He said

"I was more comfortable when you used Hailey as the publicity stunt with Selena I get nervous." I said "I know and I knew that you'd think the worst since we were arguing but..." He paused and pulled me onto his lap I put my arms around his neck and started into his eyes "Baby you have nothing to worry about." He said "Promise?" I asked "Promise!" He said I kissed him "I love you." I said "I love you too." He replied kissing me again. "I'm also sorry again for the fight after the Oakland show I just feel so drained after the show and meet and greets and stuff so I was just on edge." He said "I understand baby I just don't want us to argue this is supposed to be a happy and exciting tour for all of us including the fans!" I said with a smile

The door opened and the boys returned with Addy "Oh good they made up!" Khalil said bumping Fredo's arm they chuckled and brought Addy over to us they put her on my lap "She's been rubbing her eyes." Fredo said "Yeah it's past you're bedtime huh?" I asked brushing her hair back she laid her head on my chest Justin kissed her forehead "Goodnight baby girl." He whispered to her

I stood up holding her tightly "I'm going to take her to bed." I said Justin stood up with me "Oh yeah Scooter and Yael wanted us to bring Addy over to play with Jagger tomorrow I figured we could drop her off then go pick up mom then just chill at Scoots before the show." He said "Alright sounds awesome." I said

I told the boys goodbye then I went up to my room and laid Addy down I sat down on the couch and stared out the window Justin being in contact with Selena again makes me extremely nervous I'm hoping they don't end up fake dating for publicity because deep down I know it will destroy him and probably her pretending to love each other in front of people and cameras just to go back to normal lives when alone while pretending that they don't actually still have those feelings for each other. I just can't handle him falling back in love with her everything is so different now we have Addy and he proposed a week ago. (kind of) I laid there on the couch thinking of all the different scenarios that could happen from this until I fell asleep.