"raven, is that you?" i heard a voice from the other side of the door.
I jumped and spilled the pills all over the floor.
I quickly dropped down to pick them up when the door slowly opened.
"raven?" andy said looking down at me.
I kept staring at the ground, picking up the pills and putting then back into the bottle.
"raven??" andy said as he knealed down beside me.
"hey raven." he said and touched my arm. "are you alright?"
I looked up at him and my eyes landed right on his.
"please leave me alone andy." i said forcing the tears back.
"whats wrong hun?" he said with worry in his voice.
"nothing! Now please leave!" i said loudly as tears welled up in my eyes.
"babe..." he said and hugged me.
NO! i dont deserve his hugs.
"get off of me!" i shouted as a few tears ran down my face.
"what did i do...?" he said as he let go of me.
"nothing!" i said as i looked towards the ground.
"well obviously i did something." andy said looking at the pill bottle and then back to my eyes.
"what are those for?" he asked nervously.
"please. Just go away. Im begging you andy. PLEASE." i said and wiped the tears off of my face as i finished picking up the pills.
"no." he said flatly.
"yes andy. Go." i said.
"not until you tell me what i did." he said.
"you didnt do anything! I did!" i said and collapsed to my knees as tears streamed down my face.
He shut the bathroom door and sat next to me.
"what did you do?" he said.
"i-i dont want to tell you." i said and put my face in my hands.
"it cant be that bad..." he said and put his arm around me.
"please dont do that..." i said quietly and shrugged his arm off of me.
"uhh... Ok..." he said and put his hands in his lap.
"im such a horrible person andy." i said.
"just tell me what happened." andy said and then took the bottle away from me.
"give those back!" i said and reached for them.
"why do you need them?" he demanded.
"h-headache..." i lied.
"then you only need two right?" he said opening the bottle and handing two to me.
"andy." i said annoyed and reached for the bottle again.
"no." he said.
"if i tell you what i did, you would want me to kill myself anyways... So let me just do it so you dont have to be in any pain." i said.
"so i wouldnt have to be in pain?! What?! If you killed yourself, i would hate my life. I would kill myself too!" andy growled.
"not after you found out what i did." i whispered.
"just tell me." he said.
"i... i... Cant!" i said staring at the ground.
"yes you can. Tell me." andy said.
