Chapter Eight.

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by hiraethfairy

by hiraethfairy

"Wake up Mimi, wake up!" Sofi says jumping on me. I look at my phone and groan.

"Sofi it's 7 am," I groan.

"But it's Christmas," she says sitting on her heals.

"It's Christmas Eve," I say and go back to sleep.

Sofi pouts put lays down on top of me and we both fall back asleep.
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Last nights dream
I promised you would have
The whole world at your feet
And that we'd lay On a bed we made of leaves.

And we both know
You're everything I need
And now I know
What she does to me

She takes me High
She takes me High
She takes me High
She takes me High
She wakes me up
She breaks me down
Shes got me 10 feet off the ground
She takes me High, high
She takes me high tonight
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"Karla lets go!" My mom yells.

"Coming!" I yell back.

"Siempre se toma tanto tiempo," she mumbles.

I roll my eyes and climb into the back seat. Every year we go to our grandmothers and do the whole badabing.

(A/N when your Italian side comes out)
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Dear Lauren,
I'd really appreciate it if you could stop send my heart rate out of this world. You travel into my thoughts all the time. I can't help but think about you all the time. You make me dizzy and my heart flutter. You make my knees weak and my stomach tie in knots. I try so hard to clear my mind of you but I just can't. My heart flutters at the mere thought of seeing your smile. Damn it Jauregui, I've fallen for you. I'm too scared to tell you my feelings because I don't want to lose you. I'd rather have your friendship and keep my feelings to myself than say my feelings and lose you.

Dearest Lauren,
Your laugh is my favorite song
I want to listen to it all night long
You'd never suspect it's I
Who wants to help you fly
Your smile could light my world
If only you'd be my girl

Dear Lauren,
I'm being such a baby for not telling you. Sometimes I want to yell "HEY IM IN LOVE WITH YOU" but I can't lose you. Instead I'll stand to the side and be there to pick you up every time your heart gets broken. I don't want you to get hurt. I wish you would just see how much I love you. All of these boys treat you like shit and I'd make you feel like a princess but you don't look at me the same. Why can't you just feel the same?
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Lauser🤓🦄: hey merry Christmas Eve
Camzi bear🙈🐻: you too
   Wyd
Lauser🤓🦄: not much. Heading to the beach.
It's super hot here
Camzi bear🙈🐻: it's kind of cold here. Just
   got to my grandmothers
Lauser🤓🦄: oh well have fun
Camzi bear🙈🐻: you too 💕
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I fall harder for you every fucking day.