Dear Lauren

Chapter Fifteen.

This wasn't a part of the plan. None of this was a part of the plan. I wasn't supposed to fall in love with you. The plan was to be friend you and the crush would go away. It was a simple crush. Nothing new, just a part of life. I wasn't supposed to fucking fall in love with you. I know I shouldn't expect progress so quickly.

I want to tell you. I want to tell you I'm in love with you. You'll hate me. You'll think I'm a horrible person. You'll never return the feeling.

I give up.