Dear Lauren

Chapter Seven.

I'm thankful you don't know it's you but at the same time I wish you would see how much I deeply care for you. God I am so in love with you. It's almost suffocating. You make my heart stop with a simple hello. I want to hold you and never let go. I want to be there for everything; the tears, the laughs, the anger, the smiles, the passion, anything and everything. I'm so head over heels in love with you but I'm afraid you'll reject my love. I don't want things to get awkward. I want to kiss you and hold you and love you. I don't give a fuck about sex. I just want you; your mind, your laugh, your eyes, your smile. I want to be able to make you happy. It's a blessing and a curse that you don't know who you are. I wish I could fall for you without hitting the ground. I definitely won't make a move until I'm sure you feel the same.
I love you and I'm afraid to admit how much I love you.
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(A/N)
So I decided to just write Camila's inner thoughts today. Should I continue with this story? Also should Camila go for Lauren?