Explaining

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We walked down stairs to find that my mum left that she wouldn't be back until later. I was sitting on the kitchen bench while Calum was putting some toast on. He walked over to be and kissed me, "can't we go back to last night, without any interruptions?" he whispered. I giggled and kissed him but shook my head. "aww babe" he laughed, kissing me again. Just then the toast popped, but he just ignored it. "Jess" he whispered,

"Yeah?" I asked,

"You know I love you right?" he whispered,

"I love you too" I said looking into his eyes. His eyes were darker than normal, I felt like I was going to give in any second. But last night made me think... was I doing that for him? Or for me?

"Come on I'm hungry" I said jumping down,

"So am I" he whispered, wrapping his arms around my waist,

"Calum stop it" I said, pushing him away,

"Jess" he whispered,

"What Calum?" I snapped,

"I'm sorry" he whispered, softy kissing my cheek,

"Its fine, now come on, eat" I handed him a plate.

We sat down on the couch and watched some TV while eating. We put the plates on the ground and Calum moved over to me, putting an arm around my waist. "Jess" he asked, I looked at him, "if you didn't want to last night, would you have stopped me?" he asked, I took a deep breath and turned to him,

"I don't know Calum" I said. He pulled me tighter,

"You stop me; it doesn't matter about me okay? The last thing I want to do is make you feel uncomfortable, and plus, I want it to be special, if and when you're ready, you got that?" he said looking at me, I nodded my head,

"I love you Calum" I said, wrapping my arms around his waist,

"I love you too" he kissed I forehead.

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Later that day, after Calum left, I was doing some homework, when I got a text from Luke, "come around to mine, you're a girl... I need fashion advice :/"

"I'll be there in half an hour" I replied. I did the last bit of my homework, quickly did my hair and got my mum to drop off me at Luke's house (still on L plates... yes!" *sarcasm*) I knocked on the door,

"Finally" Luke said opening up the door,

"Sorry" I laughed, walking into the house, shutting the door and following Luke to his room, where Michael was.

"Hey Michael" I said, he was sitting on Luke's bed, on his phone.

"Hiya Jess" Michael got up and gave me a hug.

"Okay, so blue top... or black?" Luke asked holding up two tops,

"Depends what pants" I said, taking a seat next to Michael,

"I'm just wearing jeans... is that okay? Or should I wear something else?" he started panicking

"Good job Jess... look at what you did" Michael laughed.

"It's fine Luke, those pants are fine" I laughed,

"Okay good... so what top?" he asked again,

"Blue" I nodded towards the blue top.

"Finally!" Michael yelled,

"What time are you taking her out tonight?" I asked,

"I'm picking her up at 6.. so.."

"in 35 minutes" I said, he looked up me

"wait here" he said grabbing his clothes and rushing into the shower. Michael and I just walked waiting for Luke.

10 minutes later when Luke walked out, "does this look okay?" he asked,

"you look great" I smiled at him

"wow jess, I thought Calum was your boyfriend" Michael said, I waked his arm, "OUCH!" he yelled, Luke and I laughed,

"what do you want me to say? Wow Luke... you really don't look at... that would be mean!" I laughed,

"What this doesn't look good?" Luke asked,

"okay, Luke you need to calm down, Michael I'm leaving that up to you, I need to get going home, bye guys good luck Luke" I said giving them a hug and then walking out of the house, starting the long walk home.

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its 2am right now... and i can't sleep... anyways... do you know what L plates are when driving? you have your L (learners) and then you have your P plates (don't know what p stands for) and then you have your full licence. yeah just thought i'd let you know... just incase you're not from australia.... also let me know if you found this story though wattpad and not my twitter account... thats something i really want to find out.... thanks- pip

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